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Well....I actually had a good day.....I was up early with my mother and my 1 year old niece, BrieOnna and the weather was kinda cool so took her for a walk in her wagon and everything......and for the first time in a very long time I was in a rather pleasant mood and it's gotta be ever since I haven't been talking to Mauricio. If I had only known sooner....how good it feels to stand up for yourself and to simply stand your ground, I could've put a quicker end to such an awful , shitty ass feeling he ultimately set me up with in the end....through his bullshit form of abuse...but I guess I was holding on because I was hoping he'd change his ways ..well guess it aint happening...he only wants to extend on the hurt he has caused me...so time for a change in me.....and you know what's funny, I don't think he is even aware of how poorly he has treated me...yet he claims he was trying to help me , I suggest he think again...needs to open his eyes and realize somethings ...and what I don't get is.....why?....I never did anything but try to be good to him. Doesn't that kinda blow that one quote to shit?...TReat others as u wish to be treated or something along those lines.Well it's all good tho...He can go on and be free to fuck with someone else's Heart or Hearts because mine is temporarily off limits to him....and maybe even permanently, if he doesn't find that keeping my heart is more than worth any kind of improvement....Well anyways...before I get too deep in to it better wrap it so I can hold on to this Good Feeling..... ~MzExoticIntegrity~