It seems, it seems, that I can't shake those memories...
Brendan apologized for the bullshit 2 weeks ago...I am horribly hooked on him somehow. He doesnt want a relationship which I knew. But he expects things to somehow change between us? Ive flat out told him I wont go there with him....JUST BLAH. I enjoy his company way too much to just cut him out completely. He'd be the perfect guy for me if he'd just be willing to commit to something. I think sometimes I hold onto the hope that one day he'll grow up...but I doubt it will ever happen and I'm trying to let it go.
The guy from toronto was in montreal over the weekend. we spent saturday night hanging out and all day sunday. it was REALLY nice actually and hes admitted that he really likes me and thinks it just feels right when we're together. he did keep his hands to himself due to him admitting this fact to me last time he was here and me telling him it wasnt mutual. I don't really know what i think about him. I enjoy his company but he really turned me off the time before and so now im like ehhhhh...poor guy. hes sweet, very sweet....=l
Summer vacation is INCREDIBLE. I am LOVING the summer off so much. it's been very relaxing and busy at the same time. I've been out and about pretty much every day =D life is goooood.
hope all is well with everyone =)