I just wanna see, you in my arms....
Last night we had our annual bbq. A ton of people showed up, a ton of people convinced me to try to convince brendan to come. he told me he would several times and of course bailed. not only did he bail but at 2 am had the nerve to ask me to go to see him at his place. Chris showed up though at 1:45 am and we walked to the park together where i vented out everything to him....how i miss him, how i think he broke up with me over a misunderstanding, which is was...he told me he wanted to hear all of what i said last night when im sober and then we can really talk about it. he stuck around till about 7 am even though he had his sisters first communion at 9 am....thats gotta count for SOMETHING? blah i really do miss him though, so much. at least i said what i needed to say, i will say it again and if nothing comes from it at least ill get full closure. anyway just wanted to post quickly...sleep time for me! taught 6th grade all last week and teaching 4th grade all this week. i am veryyyyy excited!!! goodnight! xox