May 28, 2004 22:24
la di dah
dead tired. today at work the debit/credit machine overloaded.. apparently it has a memory card, and we had so many sales that it filled up today. But have no fear, me and julie totally solved it :) WITHOUT THE HELP OF BANKER TOM. Cuz we're awesome. and high-fived afterward lol. Aw julie came up to me today and was all "erika.. you can't quit! :-(" it made me feel special.. i hate everyone else that works there. You know, little comments like that can completely make your day. I'm going to try hard to say the little nice things that we always think of, but dont usually say. Just because we never get around to it. but i wanna let the people around me now that i appreciate them. Awwww dont i sound like an after school special :)
I GAVE BLOOD TODAY! Yay for me! i'm so damn proud. i thought i was going to be so grossed out and in so much pain during the whole thing.. but i wasnt :) it was awesome. and i got free food afterward. Sweet. i'm eligable to donate on july 24th.. i think i just might do that. Yay.
i recommend it to everyone.
party (hopefully) tomorrow nite. who knows what will happen.. but i spend like, every weekend in and i kinda wanna stop doing that. Is that a lot of trouble to do? WHY CANT WE GO OUT?? i havent used my id to get in anywhere yet. i really want to. but we always end up spending the nites in. It's fun and all, to just relax and veg all together. but every now and then we should go out and have a little fun.
tomorrow i also work. we have a new girl at work. She's actually nice. so i enjoy her. one of julie's friends.. so i know she's not backstabby or anything. thank gawd.
jess visited me again today. she did yesterday. It's so damn special to look up and see one of you're friends running into the store :) GO JESS!!! I love you lol. and lisa also popped in. she gave me free pop. aww she didnt hafta to that :). Lisa i love you too. everyone visit me :) lol. The only bad thing is that they came after one of my periods of stress.. and i hadnt looked in the mirror for a few hours. and afterward when i caught a glance i was kinda scared of myself lol. and jess had people with her.. damn :-P. EW CREEEEEEEEEEEEPY SCARY Man came into work today.. shit i thought he was a murderer or something.. something in his eyes.. i was so scared. i could barely get out sentences to him. and he was asking if we took 100 dollar bills,and i just couldnt understand him.. my coworker had to cut in and answer him and such. it was just.. he was so damn scary.
my calc test today was unsuccessful. Fuck. Ass. .. leg..? :-P
i'm in a giddy mood. i think it's the lack of blood in me hahaha and the tiredness. What an interesting combination. i'm glad i'm not around anyone else hahaha.
Today's Horoscope Was:
Are the daggers out? Do you feel a pinch in between your shoulder blades just now? Perhaps the proverbial stab in the back can be avoided with this forewarning and a bullet-proof vest. Who’s with you and who’s against you? This question may surface in your mind today and will need to be answered quickly. Don’t put your foot in it again.
Hmm.. interesting.. i have had second thoughts about some people.. the only thing is that you can never protect yourself from something like that. i expect too much sincerity from people. I'm cynical yet naive. Complete contradiction.. but i just.. dont see why a person would be mean or deceitful. especially if i think of them as friends or in pleasant aqcuiantance. oh well :S
Tomorrow's Horoscope Is:
The concept of money and finance is very strongly activated this month. Appearances may count a great deal right now, even to the point of vanity and you’re likely to be very susceptible to others' opinions about your material ‘self’. Keep your head cool and don’t fall into the ‘keeping up with the Jones’’ trap.
Well this one seems to be extremely accurate. mom was just telling me about when ineed to have the money by and such. Ihave to have the deducatable ($500) for when we pick up the car.. thats like.. next week.. i .. definitely DONT have that money. :'(. Booo. and then also lately people have been talking a lot about shopping and such.. but i just cant afford it. :(
Bah. i dont like talking about that.. i feel like i'm a pity party or something. i dont really like to trouble people too much with what i'm upset about just for that reason. who wants to be around a downer ya know? And then here i am going on and on about it here.. but this is my place to vent. i'm not really "telling someone" i'm just putting it out there. getting it out of my head. This place is kinda helpful and theraputic. i know some of my friends would never consider to have all this stuff out there for people to read.. but i find it kinda helpful. just a little venting ground. i get to talk about little details in my day i wouldnt necessarily tell anyone else about, or something in here will remind me to tell others.. or i dunno. whatever your pleasure is really. This is my space.
This is my place.