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hello :D
soo , idk , i really wanted to start up a blog again.
i cannot believe where i am now compared to when i used to write in this... wow.
& yet ,
this is my first post , and i have pretty much nothing to say ;/
i didn't do too much today ... joel is in charlexvoix right now ... t's kinda like missing an arm , if you know what i mean . i had a very un-eventful day , which was ok ... because after this last week it feels great to do nothing. it was a rough week for sure. i get so drained. i did go tanning today , and made a starbucks run. that was seriously all. joel will be gone untill tuesday :(
thankfully tomorrow , i have PLENTY of homework to keep me busy. so Ross ( my medical assisting school ) is supposed to start July 28th.
that's pretty much a week away ... time has been flying by. i'm really excited , but im still waiting to hear if im gonna make it into that class ... otherwise i will have to wait untill september to start , which would be kind of devastating to me! Ross has been in the back of my mind for so long ... since i heard about it from a classmate , It seemed like a quick way to get me out of the position I am in ... and it gets my foot in the medical field as well , networking is everything sometimes. I am hoping that when i complete the program , I will land a job in oxford or the lake orion area and have enough capital to get a small apartment , or place to rent. I might make attempts to ditch my saturn for a VW , and go on a small ikea shopping spree assuming i can get a place in the works . nothing too sporadic ... at least i don't think so? :) 30k isn't anything too extravagant ... but it will be a start for sure. I'm sure I'll have all kinds of updates from my Ross experiences. especially when clinicals hit ...
it's going to be intresting when i hit the hematology clinicals ... thats like blood drawing , injections , etc ... im sure ill be fine once i do it .. but i have a little bit of a problem to overcome ... but its something i need to tackle for sure to get to where i want to be.
i dont know what it is ... i can watch a doctor do any surgery , and trauma ... but pull the needle out and draw blood .. ahh. something about the way its done .. its all in the head though , trust me .. i have come a long way in the last couple of months with this. I just know the medical field is my calling ... its something i have wanted to do my whole life. but , anyway. i am hoping to get a camera soon , it makes blogs that much better! ... my good camera broke. depressing. urgh ... anyways ... perhaps i'll update tomorrow :)