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Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.
with that being said. im moving on from my last update.
i just got home from the gym. it was a great workout.
i put everything i had into it! lol .. my mile was better than it was tonight
then when i was running everyday , and my weight training was good too.
i pushed myself ... so yeah im feeling pretty good right now.
i am so happy my dad got me a trainer , she has helped so so much.
and now i really think im finally going to get somewhere..
im so bummed about the race being so soon. i know its only a 5k , but october 7th is going to come fast.
and being that i haven't kept up with the running 3-5 miles EVERDAY .. ( the move , etc , threw me off )
i dont know how im going to do in the race. it's not like i want to rank or anything , i just want it to be good for ME .
i guess i should just focus on finishing it & just doing my best.
im running it mostly for my mom , since it IS breast cancer race and all .
i know there will be like SERIOUS runners there
& walkers too .. So it's all good.
tonight was kind of a depressing night before the gym.
i came home from work , and slept till richard called at like 8 i think ?
then i tried to keep sleeping , that didnt work. so then i hung out with my dad for a bit ,
finally made my way to the gym @ 10 . & that was my night .
an exciting life i live. i hate not knowing alot of people here.
thats all about to change though , i can promise that .
my dad and i have been talking , we both miss michigan alot.
even my dad is kind of dumpy right now .. he has made comments about how everyday is for him.
and like how " EXCITING" it is ( sarcastically ) ... we have also talked about MI & the things we liked about it.. what we miss.
we even have shed a couple tears over it one night .. not just about that , but that and our life in general ... lol .
we won't be going back though. he NEEDS to be here. we don't have a choice at the moment.. since he has an agreement with the bank.
it'll be all okay though , were just going to have to make the best of it & be as positive as we can !
i booked my flight today finally for MI ... i will be there october 20-26th & im hella excited. sarah and i are going pumpkin patching ! yessss . i love traditions.
and the fact that we are able to keep them alive..
yep. well . i have no life right now, so expect plenty of updates.