~False uncertainty~
GOING TO VEGAS IN MARCH!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!! For my sisters wedding, its gonna kick so much fucking ass!!!
Idk im such a manic little shit...
Sooo The wrestling career is looking quite promising lately, especially now that I have Jake (Sic) and Josh (Violence) together they are the tag team (Disasterpiece) on my side. Were gonna kick so much ass together as a faction! We even got a name for the 3 of us...we are "LAID TO REST" <----All of this is soo fucking intense i know. I got a match on sunday...eeks hopefully all goes well, Al ive been doing is working, school, hangin out with friends, and working out like a fucking madman!!! Make way for a nicely new buff Jason. Friday goin to "babydolls" strip club in Chi-town with the Boyz! LOL. Saturday i think im hangin out with ashley. Ummm ya ive kinda been up and down with emotions. Sucks kinda, I wish i were just "happy" but some things i feel i want to erase so it'll ease my mind and rid me of all the pain, but NO that doesnt seem to happen. I cant get things off of my mind and from there it starts to wander and i get so entranced with memories and thoughts good and bad...Anyways Drugs have been out of my life for a good I think 2 months, I havent been drinking too much...I know what I want and I also know what i can never have...Reality hits pretty hard sometimes :(
<3 Jason ;) Aka "The Real Deal" Damien Douglas
Idk im such a manic little shit...
Sooo The wrestling career is looking quite promising lately, especially now that I have Jake (Sic) and Josh (Violence) together they are the tag team (Disasterpiece) on my side. Were gonna kick so much ass together as a faction! We even got a name for the 3 of us...we are "LAID TO REST" <----All of this is soo fucking intense i know. I got a match on sunday...eeks hopefully all goes well, Al ive been doing is working, school, hangin out with friends, and working out like a fucking madman!!! Make way for a nicely new buff Jason. Friday goin to "babydolls" strip club in Chi-town with the Boyz! LOL. Saturday i think im hangin out with ashley. Ummm ya ive kinda been up and down with emotions. Sucks kinda, I wish i were just "happy" but some things i feel i want to erase so it'll ease my mind and rid me of all the pain, but NO that doesnt seem to happen. I cant get things off of my mind and from there it starts to wander and i get so entranced with memories and thoughts good and bad...Anyways Drugs have been out of my life for a good I think 2 months, I havent been drinking too much...I know what I want and I also know what i can never have...Reality hits pretty hard sometimes :(
<3 Jason ;) Aka "The Real Deal" Damien Douglas