~This feels like suicide~

[exit_outbreak]

As luck would have it I WILL be going to school for my 2nd semester in january, yes this wont help my stress at all but I realize i cant just blow it off and say i need a break...I have to, Plus if financial aid doesnt help me out...i guess my dad said he will. He wont let me fail like everyone else has in this family. Seems i have alot to prove...and it makes me sick! Pressure! I need to get my head back right...I hope everybody else is doing well out there.

<3 JaSoN

-NIN is coming to the Rave in Febuary, tickets on sale next saturday! Im there!!!-

Are you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?

We are dirt, we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we're far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?

Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?

I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me