I wonder if your looking at the same star as me
So, let see. It’s now currently 4 am. This is my 5th night of working the night shifts for the base. Let’s just say, it fucking sucks. I am sitting on the flight line with my laptop. I’m not supposed to use it but you know what, there is no way I can stay awake off just radio and staring at the planes. So I’m using it to help the time go by a little faster.
Since I haven’t posted in my journal in a long time I’ll update what’s going on.
So, for my love life. Well Charlie and I are back together and to say the least, I am extremely happy. I have always loved him and have always felt like we were suppose to be together for some reason and now I am so happy we are together. Yes, we had a break for a while. I wanted him to get his shit together, but apparently my method didn’t really help the situation out. Some things went down and we were both hurt for more then one reason but we got over it together. We beat the issues together. And that’s how it should be. He got a job which I’m excited about. He got his car on the road, but the car is death on wheels. So hopefully he can get a new one eventually? I hope so.
He did the most romantic thing he’s ever done a few weeks ago. He took me to ocean city, around 10ish, and brought sheets with him. He bought some food and we had a nice late night picnic and watched the stars in each others arms. It was the best feeling in the world. I felt like the last month we have been doing some therapy. With the help of a few friends advise and communication with each other. It’s been amazing and I am honestly upset that I am deploying and being sent away from him for so long. But he’s the only man I’ve been with that I’m ok with being away from him. I know we’ll be able to beat the odds. We just have to stay strong for each other.
Work has been interesting. A bit of some drama but apparently we can’t seem to avoid drama? Thankful Axe looks after me and I appreciate it very much. I had forgotten to write down a nail trim and the one girl made it seem like I was trying to steal from my job. I’ve been there for 4 years and she hasn’t even been there a year. So, I’m sorry but the loyalty that I have for Dr.L surpasses anything. God damn stupid ass holes. She knew I forgot to write it down and instead of saying something to me that night, she went and told axe the next day. Wtf. If you knew you should have reminded me. maybe then I would have wrote it down and not felt stupid trying to figure out why I had 10 bucks in my scrub.
The base has been interesting. I liked working the day shift but for some reason they like sticking me in the night shift. I like it but hate it. It’s hard to stay awake on the flight line at night. Especially when I’m use to working 9-6 at the vet job. Then you want me to stay awake after being use to being asleep at night and not expect me to struggle staying awake. At least in school we had a wing man to talk to. Here it’s me and my weapon chilling in a truck all night long alone. So stimulating.
I am dreading the ORI week. I still have no idea what the hell that means. But we work 7 days 12 hour shifts. How fun is that? So fun.. uge.. Anyway.
I have come up with a wonderful idea but I can’t talk about it for now. Out of fear someone will figure it out. But let’s just say. I can’t wait till my plan goes in affect.
My blog: http://airforcelifedreams.typepad.com/my-soldier-life/
Since I haven’t posted in my journal in a long time I’ll update what’s going on.
So, for my love life. Well Charlie and I are back together and to say the least, I am extremely happy. I have always loved him and have always felt like we were suppose to be together for some reason and now I am so happy we are together. Yes, we had a break for a while. I wanted him to get his shit together, but apparently my method didn’t really help the situation out. Some things went down and we were both hurt for more then one reason but we got over it together. We beat the issues together. And that’s how it should be. He got a job which I’m excited about. He got his car on the road, but the car is death on wheels. So hopefully he can get a new one eventually? I hope so.
He did the most romantic thing he’s ever done a few weeks ago. He took me to ocean city, around 10ish, and brought sheets with him. He bought some food and we had a nice late night picnic and watched the stars in each others arms. It was the best feeling in the world. I felt like the last month we have been doing some therapy. With the help of a few friends advise and communication with each other. It’s been amazing and I am honestly upset that I am deploying and being sent away from him for so long. But he’s the only man I’ve been with that I’m ok with being away from him. I know we’ll be able to beat the odds. We just have to stay strong for each other.
Work has been interesting. A bit of some drama but apparently we can’t seem to avoid drama? Thankful Axe looks after me and I appreciate it very much. I had forgotten to write down a nail trim and the one girl made it seem like I was trying to steal from my job. I’ve been there for 4 years and she hasn’t even been there a year. So, I’m sorry but the loyalty that I have for Dr.L surpasses anything. God damn stupid ass holes. She knew I forgot to write it down and instead of saying something to me that night, she went and told axe the next day. Wtf. If you knew you should have reminded me. maybe then I would have wrote it down and not felt stupid trying to figure out why I had 10 bucks in my scrub.
The base has been interesting. I liked working the day shift but for some reason they like sticking me in the night shift. I like it but hate it. It’s hard to stay awake on the flight line at night. Especially when I’m use to working 9-6 at the vet job. Then you want me to stay awake after being use to being asleep at night and not expect me to struggle staying awake. At least in school we had a wing man to talk to. Here it’s me and my weapon chilling in a truck all night long alone. So stimulating.
I am dreading the ORI week. I still have no idea what the hell that means. But we work 7 days 12 hour shifts. How fun is that? So fun.. uge.. Anyway.
I have come up with a wonderful idea but I can’t talk about it for now. Out of fear someone will figure it out. But let’s just say. I can’t wait till my plan goes in affect.
My blog: http://airforcelifedreams.typepad.com/my-soldier-life/