clean.

[exhibitionniste]

i felt so hallow and empty... i thought it was because of how sad i had been... but it’s because there is nothing here to satisfy me.

i want to be warm and connected with people. i want to touch and feel. i want to find the things that I didn’t realize I was looking for. i want to be consumed.

i need to leave. not just physically leave...but, part

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[zabif]

Jesus.

Which to comment on first? D:
The three posts together make for a mountain of things I want to say, but can't seem to find the words to express.

Everyone needs to run away for a while. At least I do.
I run and run and run... and at some point while I'm running my batteries get magically recharged.

I wish you luck on your shedding of the proverbial skin. At least you've realized what it is you want. D:

Sometimes I just want to scream for the wanting of something I can't name, because I don't know what it is.
Perhaps I'm just missing a deeper purpose.

[exhibitionniste]

i know how you feel. the desire for it is incredible, but you have no idea what it is you even want.

sometimes you are presented with so many choices in life that you don't know if you're supposed to turn left, right, or stay on the same track. but the funny thing is, you haven't even reached the intersection yet, you're not supposed to make a decision at the point. i have to keep reminding myself of this.

i keep yearning and yearning, for something, that as of yet, remains nameless. but i'm confident that when i see it (if it's tangible), or when i experience it (if it's not), i'll know.

all you can do grasp every opportunity and trust in the abilities and resources you were blessed with. of which, you possess, in copious amounts ;-)

we should totally get together and make some bitches n' cream music.