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Things to be glad about
-graduating early
-studying aboard in Calgary, Canada for my final semester
-engaged friends
-visiting a wonderful friend in Alabama for Spring Break
-nightly jogs
-being single
-making decisions
-multiple job opportunities
-anticipating the future

All these things are wonderful in my life and I should be super exstatic about and for the most part, I am. But they are also things that I am quick to worry about, especially the last three. I have to make a decision soon about whether I will go back to camp for a final summer or take a position as a youth intern at a church near clearwater. I'm so afraid of making the wrong decision and regretting it later or letting other people down. I should be honored and glad that both jobs want to hire me, but I am still very conflicted.

The boy next to me in class is smacking his gum extremely loud and it is very annoying.

But I am going to be glad. And rejoice. And dance. And do things for me. And eat Chocolate.

Oh the Chocolate that will be eaten.

I feel good this day.
Alone.
On my couch.
Overwhelmed
By Joy.