ryan da lion470: my facial hair never grows in good though

I love my friends so much.

Wow, I haven't written in here in a long time. So many things have been going on I dont even know where to begin. Right now, I'm not even sure if I even have someone that I can truely call a "best friend". and what the hell is a best friend anyways? Isn't it ( Read more... )

I just hope things get better. I hope people that once were in relationships get back together. I hate not being able to fix things that I cant fix. I stress about it and then I get into a bad mood. I need to quit. I need to stop getting into fights with my mom and my best friend. I'm even getting into stupid little fights with Ryan, which I haven' ( Read more... )

i want to run. i want to run outside and down the road and let the cold hair get pushed threw my hair and against my face. then i want to fall down and scrape my knees and feel like a little kid. I want everything to be simple again. Where my worst problem was that my Barbie had a missing shoe or that my mom wouldnt let me have a cookie before ( Read more... )

Wow, this weekend was amazing. I love when my mom's not here. Friday Chesley came over and we hung around for a while. We waited until my dad was a bit drunk and then had Chris come over and we watched Donnie Darko. I feel asleep in his arms and Chelsey feel asleep to. But wow. I feel asleep in his arms and I was so comefortable. It was cute. Then ( Read more... )

Weird feelings that don't go away equals weird thoughts equals don't leave me home alone ( Read more... )

Normally weird feeings come and go, but latley I have one that sticks to me. I feel like I'm not in the right place. I feel like home isnt home. I've been noticing weird little noises that I never noticed before. I feel like someone is right behind me. I swear, it's the strangest thing ever.

if i had to choose a way to die, it'd be with you.


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K SO, today was alright...It's saturday me and chris have been going out for a month. Crazy, yes i know. I don't even know if I'm going to do anything with him today. If I don't then that sucks big time and I'll be upset for a week ( Read more... )

Your picture in my hand
I am at the mercy of your photograph
The halo above your head
Has set ablaze the heavens my angel
It s 3 AM and I am sneaking out your back door
A goodnight kiss and I am stumbling to my car. I haven't wrote in this in a long time. I was just thinking, no one reads this so whats the point. But then I figure it's a good ( Read more... )

How does it feel to be dragged under this pickup
truck where your heart has bled?
I'd love to say that I hate you,
and I can't forget the feeling in my head

<3 xxxxx, i love you.