Whoa.
Okay, I'm not even going to do a cut. This weekend, I wrote my last undergrad paper.
Yeah, I did some other stuff. I went for a run and I did errands and hung out with friends and had book club and stuff. And it was all good. But I knew, going in, that this weekend - Saturday specifically, unless it needed to slop over into Sunday some, which it didn't - would be about finishing my class. About finishing my degree. About righting some past wrong, or transforming some past failure or...
Yeah. I'm a little overwhelmed. I'm so happy, but I'm also a little frustrated with a few things, and mainly I have a huge "NOW WHAT?!" thing happening. For so long I've been saying "I'm just going to concentrate on finishing the bachelor's!" that now that it's done I'm not sure what's next. It's both exhilarating and faintly terrifying. I know I will sort through it, that I shouldn't discount this part of the process, but...dang.
Wish I could spare some vacation time to just enjoy it for a few days, but nope - it's all promised out. I do go on vacation in a few weeks though, Louisville and Nashville! I. Cannot. Wait.
Yeah, I did some other stuff. I went for a run and I did errands and hung out with friends and had book club and stuff. And it was all good. But I knew, going in, that this weekend - Saturday specifically, unless it needed to slop over into Sunday some, which it didn't - would be about finishing my class. About finishing my degree. About righting some past wrong, or transforming some past failure or...
Yeah. I'm a little overwhelmed. I'm so happy, but I'm also a little frustrated with a few things, and mainly I have a huge "NOW WHAT?!" thing happening. For so long I've been saying "I'm just going to concentrate on finishing the bachelor's!" that now that it's done I'm not sure what's next. It's both exhilarating and faintly terrifying. I know I will sort through it, that I shouldn't discount this part of the process, but...dang.
Wish I could spare some vacation time to just enjoy it for a few days, but nope - it's all promised out. I do go on vacation in a few weeks though, Louisville and Nashville! I. Cannot. Wait.