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its so ridiculously cold. im happy about it, but only when im a)not walking around campus or b)inside.
had a nice day yesterday aside from the bitterness of the weather. first day of classes went well, then i had some amazing thai food with amy and her family. after that we went to get a cup of coffee and chat with clay. hes a really good guy, its a shame we lost contact for so long. im glad we are hanging out again.
today i woke up tired. too tired to shower even (eww). but luckily, my classes are over by 12:50 today and i have nothing to do after that but some reading. i'm just going to go back to the apartment, take a nice hot shower, cozy up with a nice hot cup of tea and read about codes of ethics in crime labs and organic chemistry (yay).
tomorrow, i have a feeling, is going to blow. I have class all morning starting at 8, work at 2 and class at 7, which im afraid i may be late to, considering the way work has been lately. im almost always leaving late because its so busy and tonight i have to leave 20 minutes early. we will see how that goes hah. at least leigh is in that class with me, she can save me a seat.
right now im just killing this really annoying two hours between classes. i wish all my classes were back to back but that never seems to work out for me.
i really need something to eat. i feel ill. maybe ill pick something up on my way home today. god knows i dont hve anyting to eat at my apartment.
ben is gone now and that sucks. his classes and his new job started today, i hope everything is going well for him. i miss him terribly and cannot wait for the semester to be over so he can graduate and come back to richmond. its kind of lonely without him.
the issue of the internship has still not resolved itself. im afraid i am not going to find anything over the summer and im going to have to take my chances with getting that one single internship during one of the semesters of my sr. year. which is unlikely because of the fact that there is only one...im sure many people will be applying for it. and also, if by some stretch of the imagination i DID get the internship, i wouldnt be able to work....at all. in order to graduate in four years, i will have to have an extremely full schedule both semesters next year. i have tried contacting numerous faculty members here at VCU for some help, guidance, ANYTHING and i have heard nothing. its so frustrating. no one gives a shit enough to help me and im sitting here trying to be proactive and trying to learn. what a fucking joke. i thought college professors were supposed to be there so that they could help their students learn, especially the eager ones that have a little motivation. i guess i was wrong. im assumming now that they are only here because they can do reserach for free if they teach and that they couldnt give two shits about thier students. awesome.
anyway ive decided not to keep the dissapointment of the intership thing at the forefront of my mind and concentrate on doing well this semester. because its going to be challenging.
man i am so cold. i want some hot tea and a nice warm blanket. wont get it for another couple of hours though. darn.
~adieu
had a nice day yesterday aside from the bitterness of the weather. first day of classes went well, then i had some amazing thai food with amy and her family. after that we went to get a cup of coffee and chat with clay. hes a really good guy, its a shame we lost contact for so long. im glad we are hanging out again.
today i woke up tired. too tired to shower even (eww). but luckily, my classes are over by 12:50 today and i have nothing to do after that but some reading. i'm just going to go back to the apartment, take a nice hot shower, cozy up with a nice hot cup of tea and read about codes of ethics in crime labs and organic chemistry (yay).
tomorrow, i have a feeling, is going to blow. I have class all morning starting at 8, work at 2 and class at 7, which im afraid i may be late to, considering the way work has been lately. im almost always leaving late because its so busy and tonight i have to leave 20 minutes early. we will see how that goes hah. at least leigh is in that class with me, she can save me a seat.
right now im just killing this really annoying two hours between classes. i wish all my classes were back to back but that never seems to work out for me.
i really need something to eat. i feel ill. maybe ill pick something up on my way home today. god knows i dont hve anyting to eat at my apartment.
ben is gone now and that sucks. his classes and his new job started today, i hope everything is going well for him. i miss him terribly and cannot wait for the semester to be over so he can graduate and come back to richmond. its kind of lonely without him.
the issue of the internship has still not resolved itself. im afraid i am not going to find anything over the summer and im going to have to take my chances with getting that one single internship during one of the semesters of my sr. year. which is unlikely because of the fact that there is only one...im sure many people will be applying for it. and also, if by some stretch of the imagination i DID get the internship, i wouldnt be able to work....at all. in order to graduate in four years, i will have to have an extremely full schedule both semesters next year. i have tried contacting numerous faculty members here at VCU for some help, guidance, ANYTHING and i have heard nothing. its so frustrating. no one gives a shit enough to help me and im sitting here trying to be proactive and trying to learn. what a fucking joke. i thought college professors were supposed to be there so that they could help their students learn, especially the eager ones that have a little motivation. i guess i was wrong. im assumming now that they are only here because they can do reserach for free if they teach and that they couldnt give two shits about thier students. awesome.
anyway ive decided not to keep the dissapointment of the intership thing at the forefront of my mind and concentrate on doing well this semester. because its going to be challenging.
man i am so cold. i want some hot tea and a nice warm blanket. wont get it for another couple of hours though. darn.
~adieu