gross.

Jun 14, 2006 00:21

i was just about to post about how beautiful life is when i heard a wretched squealing noise outside my window. i looked over the balcony and saw a raccoon attempting to eat a squirrel (as they both hung from a tree branch). the squirrel was crying and screeching for it's life. and i couldn't do a thing.

nice.

deep breaths, happy thoughts: guitar wolf. that works.

meanwhile, jack witnessed two people shooting up in broad daylight two doors down from our house. oh, how i love the u-district in the summer. at least maybe wretched experiences, and coked-up encounters, will impact me in a way and inspire me to write and draw. because sometimes that is all that i can do. and doing that makes it just a little bit better. for me at least. and maybe, one day, for other people too.

like when i was in high school, it may sound silly now, how thom yorke's dealing with people mocking his slanted eye all of the time really inspired me to face my own fears. it really was just one moment of him on film that touched me enough to give me the strength to attend my senior year under the most dire of circumstances.

i think i will go read now and try not to think about all of the pain and misery. because, ultimately, life really is beautiful. more on this later.
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