Dear player,
The other night, I admit, it was a pleasantly dreadful surprise to hear from you, resulting in my heart beating a little faster than usual and then having to remind myself that it's just you, not a visit to the dentist's office.....I have to remind myself to have fun when I'm around you, but it's hard because I'm usually so scared. I want to let you know that I still see right through you; that's why some things happened differently this time. We get along fabulously well, so of course I see nothing wrong with just wanting to hang out. I guess if you were a true player, you wouldn't talk to me at all. Then again....I don't know if I consider you a player....just a commitment-phobe. But I digress...
I thought you were going to like the change in my attitude this time. I wasn't sure if you would notice it, but you did, and today I got the impression that you didn't like the way I acted. I'm sorry to say that I've learned a lot in the past 2 years, and I act a lot differently around guys than I used to, unfortunately for you. Furthermore, I wasn't aware that there was a 'process' to all this. I find that amusing. Maybe you could enlighten me, because, in my opinion, there is no 'process'. There isn't any one certain person who calls the shots; there are no rules; and if you don't like it, too bad. that's not my problem. After all....YOU called ME.. and last time I checked, I don't owe you anything. and I know that you're disappointed, but not all girls are needy and emotional and need to be held and cuddled, the purpose of this being to assuage any fears or emotional insecurities they may have, I guess. I don't quite understand the need for it unless you actually care about the other person.
So please, mr. player, stop questioning my motives and leave me alone, and stop being so fake. I don't know why you don't understand that one time is more than enough for me this summer.
I thought you were going to like the change in my attitude this time. I wasn't sure if you would notice it, but you did, and today I got the impression that you didn't like the way I acted. I'm sorry to say that I've learned a lot in the past 2 years, and I act a lot differently around guys than I used to, unfortunately for you. Furthermore, I wasn't aware that there was a 'process' to all this. I find that amusing. Maybe you could enlighten me, because, in my opinion, there is no 'process'. There isn't any one certain person who calls the shots; there are no rules; and if you don't like it, too bad. that's not my problem. After all....YOU called ME.. and last time I checked, I don't owe you anything. and I know that you're disappointed, but not all girls are needy and emotional and need to be held and cuddled, the purpose of this being to assuage any fears or emotional insecurities they may have, I guess. I don't quite understand the need for it unless you actually care about the other person.
So please, mr. player, stop questioning my motives and leave me alone, and stop being so fake. I don't know why you don't understand that one time is more than enough for me this summer.