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I want to feel the cold, crisp, fresh air hitting my face as I drink real German beer(simply because American beer cannot hold a candle to it) late at night somewhere in the mountains....perhaps the Alps. I'm tired of all the drama, of all the people that pull me down simply because I don't agree with them. I want to be back in Europe with the happy Germans who drink beer and are extremely nice to the stupid Americans who don't understand a lick of German. I'm so tired of putting a face or trying to hide how I feel. I live in frikkin America for the first amendment's sake! Can I not say what I want?
Anyways, I don't know how to stand the rest of this year. Another whole semester of band, a whole semester of "look how smart and cute i look doing all of this math in my head", and saying goodbye to my most fun english course in my entire high school years.
If I had money I would move to NYC and not look back. I loved everything about that city when I went, the lights, the sights, people, and yes, even the smog and noise. Can someone just hand me a full ride to NYU and tell me to have fun? didn't think so. its ok, it just hasn't been the best semester of semesters.
She's pretty but shy,
She wants attention but is so guarded,
She likes hot but wants snow.
She's hardheaded but then a doormat.
She's emotional but then devoid.
She's all thisthat but...not.
Anyways, I don't know how to stand the rest of this year. Another whole semester of band, a whole semester of "look how smart and cute i look doing all of this math in my head", and saying goodbye to my most fun english course in my entire high school years.
If I had money I would move to NYC and not look back. I loved everything about that city when I went, the lights, the sights, people, and yes, even the smog and noise. Can someone just hand me a full ride to NYU and tell me to have fun? didn't think so. its ok, it just hasn't been the best semester of semesters.
She's pretty but shy,
She wants attention but is so guarded,
She likes hot but wants snow.
She's hardheaded but then a doormat.
She's emotional but then devoid.
She's all thisthat but...not.