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Energy. Effort. Emotion.
Three things our band desperately needs. Three things I wish I had. Every week it's like somebody pushes my head down into a bucket of water. Day after day it gets worse, my lungs start to burn a little bit more. By the end of the week I think I can't take it anymore. And then Friday is over and my head comes up thankfully for air. But it never lasts too long.
Band drama is soo unnecessary. It takes the life out of people and separates people who have been friends since they can remember. I have no energy or emotion to put aside for those that I care about. I wonder if I even do care about some people anymore. I'm bringing down my friends. It feels weird to laugh. It feels weird to wonder about people I thought I knew.
Oh and half the of the Seniors I DIDN'T expect to be bitchy, well they act like they are next to Jesus in line to inherit the throne. The 'bitchy' ones have been completely quiet. Funny what a little 'power' will do to people.
Three things our band desperately needs. Three things I wish I had. Every week it's like somebody pushes my head down into a bucket of water. Day after day it gets worse, my lungs start to burn a little bit more. By the end of the week I think I can't take it anymore. And then Friday is over and my head comes up thankfully for air. But it never lasts too long.
Band drama is soo unnecessary. It takes the life out of people and separates people who have been friends since they can remember. I have no energy or emotion to put aside for those that I care about. I wonder if I even do care about some people anymore. I'm bringing down my friends. It feels weird to laugh. It feels weird to wonder about people I thought I knew.
Oh and half the of the Seniors I DIDN'T expect to be bitchy, well they act like they are next to Jesus in line to inherit the throne. The 'bitchy' ones have been completely quiet. Funny what a little 'power' will do to people.