things to remember
today Tony and i took Tookz out to the playground close to our house. he didn't want to swing in the baby swing but saw me swinging on the big swing and wanted to swing w/me. so i sat him on my lap facing out like me with Papa T looking at us and smiling, and Tookz laughed and giggled for minutes swinging like that. then Tony switched with me. Tookie had such a big smile on his face and so did Tony and it was so beautiful, and i just wanted to write this down because we didn't have a camera on us and it's one of those moments i want to remember. just hearing his laugh and picturing him like that makes me smile. i also want to remember holding him on my lap with one arm and the other arm holding onto the chain and swinging like that with the cold wind on our faces and Tony's big smiley face right in front of us, getting closer and then farther and then closer while we were swinging.