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I dont even care anymore.
My ambitions, my hopes and dreams... they're dead and gone.
Fuck it. And i dont want anyone pulling that "oh but your too smart for that" pretentious bullshit because heres the thing. I dont want the world, i dont want money, i dont want any of it. I want to be comfortable with who i am, i might not have alot of money, but im fine with that. If i could live my life surrounded by people that i care about that care in return, then so be it, im Happy. So to everyone that would wish me ill or anything like that, Fuck you. I wont be hurt again, i wont let people hurt me, because i wont care. Im done being nice, im always the nice guy that girls bitch to about there not being any nice guys, well im done doing it, Im going to be an asshole, a prick, a dickhead when i need to. Basically im going to let myself be controlled by my rage and anger. And trust me i've kept it in check, bit my tongue, faked so many smiles i could be sick, and been the shoulder to cry on. But thats done, from this point forward, you wanna cry or bitch and you come to me, Im going to give it to you straight and then you'll have something to cry about because i hear too many bullshit stories anymore to care. I mean im not going to just look at you and try to make you cry, i wont be mean for the sake of being mean, but i wont be nice to shield you from the world. Im Ian daniel Emerick, and im done with everyone besides those that im close to. Hell i dont even really want to find a girl around here anymore, i can deal with being lonely, i do it everyday so its nothing new. I want to leave and find some people who arent so caught up in themselves, basically i just want someone thats down to earth.
Im washing my hands of Pennsylvania and many of its populace.
My Rage could probably burn altoona to the ground.
ah so many conflicting feelings, im just pissed off right now for no reason and every reason all at once
My ambitions, my hopes and dreams... they're dead and gone.
Fuck it. And i dont want anyone pulling that "oh but your too smart for that" pretentious bullshit because heres the thing. I dont want the world, i dont want money, i dont want any of it. I want to be comfortable with who i am, i might not have alot of money, but im fine with that. If i could live my life surrounded by people that i care about that care in return, then so be it, im Happy. So to everyone that would wish me ill or anything like that, Fuck you. I wont be hurt again, i wont let people hurt me, because i wont care. Im done being nice, im always the nice guy that girls bitch to about there not being any nice guys, well im done doing it, Im going to be an asshole, a prick, a dickhead when i need to. Basically im going to let myself be controlled by my rage and anger. And trust me i've kept it in check, bit my tongue, faked so many smiles i could be sick, and been the shoulder to cry on. But thats done, from this point forward, you wanna cry or bitch and you come to me, Im going to give it to you straight and then you'll have something to cry about because i hear too many bullshit stories anymore to care. I mean im not going to just look at you and try to make you cry, i wont be mean for the sake of being mean, but i wont be nice to shield you from the world. Im Ian daniel Emerick, and im done with everyone besides those that im close to. Hell i dont even really want to find a girl around here anymore, i can deal with being lonely, i do it everyday so its nothing new. I want to leave and find some people who arent so caught up in themselves, basically i just want someone thats down to earth.
Im washing my hands of Pennsylvania and many of its populace.
My Rage could probably burn altoona to the ground.
ah so many conflicting feelings, im just pissed off right now for no reason and every reason all at once