rues, but not really
[mood| 
okay ]
[music| Hold On To Yourself -- Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
]
I realize now that my sudden run-in with overlapping misfortunes may not have been completely outside the karmic rule. Not that I put much stock in such spiritual crap concepts, mind you. But for the sake of making any amount of sense of last week, I'd say: Powts, something's punishing me for a very wrong thing I might've done. Of that 'something', though, I really can't be certain is an other. (grammar check me please. did I say that right?)
So what is it that I've done to warrant such an unnecessarily expensive backlash?
I've splurged.
Splurged well beyond the capacity of my current mohneh. A grievous sin against a college kid's wallet, I think.
I did not buy all three in one go. If I had had to, I wouldn't have had the balls to go through with such a huge purchase. And, not being able to buy all of the three would have felt very much like an unscheduled castration.
Though I'm thankful it's three different days in three different bookstores, I still felt the huge bruises it left on my savings (especially after the whole of last week took to destroying my gadgets) in spite of it.
But, whatever. It's been a good week for horror.
okay ]
[music| Hold On To Yourself -- Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
]
I realize now that my sudden run-in with overlapping misfortunes may not have been completely outside the karmic rule. Not that I put much stock in such spiritual crap concepts, mind you. But for the sake of making any amount of sense of last week, I'd say: Powts, something's punishing me for a very wrong thing I might've done. Of that 'something', though, I really can't be certain is an other. (grammar check me please. did I say that right?)
So what is it that I've done to warrant such an unnecessarily expensive backlash?
I've splurged.
Splurged well beyond the capacity of my current mohneh. A grievous sin against a college kid's wallet, I think.
I did not buy all three in one go. If I had had to, I wouldn't have had the balls to go through with such a huge purchase. And, not being able to buy all of the three would have felt very much like an unscheduled castration.
Though I'm thankful it's three different days in three different bookstores, I still felt the huge bruises it left on my savings (especially after the whole of last week took to destroying my gadgets) in spite of it.
But, whatever. It's been a good week for horror.