Sooo, it's been awhile but I think it's about time that I have updated this silly thing. I think I'm writing this now just to remember, because I know someday this is all gonna be like a burr to me. I'm in high school, a senior now, pretty grown up, except not at all. My best friends Sarah, Samantha, Michelle, Brea, Zen, Derrick and of course Jake ( Read more... )

he always asks 'why do i try?' well why the hell do i try? the only time he wants anything is when he wants some. nothing is like it use to be. we don't stay up and talk on the phone late cause he has a fucking job and hangs out with his friends. i don't give a fuck anymore. he admitts he's 'abusive' but that he didn't hit me, that i hit myself. ( Read more... )

I wanna know where I'll be in 3 years with my life. I also wanna know where I'll be in 10 years of my life. I want to be happy.

GAH OKAY ( Read more... )

UGH!I really really really want to die right now. I HHHAAAATTTEEE ITTT I HAATTEEE EVERYTHING!!!!I don't know what the fuck I'm suppose to do anymore. All Joe cares about is his fucking video games. When Moli woke up screaming repeadedly this morning cause she couldn't stop coughing he yelled at her and finally got so ed up he went and slept out in ( Read more... )

I'm always too tired and lazy to update this thing so I will pretty much keep this short. i'm frustrated with part of my family. i want to kill my dog.

i...just farted.

UGH! This week has been crap. My boyfriend thinks I don't love him I mean my god what the hell can he expect from me. Ofcourse I love him, but jesus i'm only 15, yeah I wish I was older but ffuuucckk. I'm not the only one that needs to grow up. Why does it matter if I go hang out with my friends including my guy friends. And when I do han gout wiht ( Read more... )

Dude being sick sucks, escpecially when you get into the coughing fits and you cough so much you almost puke. Other than being sick everything is wonderful, except for not. Well I'm happy I finaly got my room clean but I am even happier we are moving in like a month again into an actual house (though it will still be for rent) I will atleast have ( Read more... )

MY MAN HAS A SHAVED HEAD AND HE'S DAMN SEXY ( Read more... )