B/c I am not good enough

[eviltreegrl]

Ok so lately i am throwing up everything i eat.. i just get really bad cramps.. and then if i don't throw up.. i make myself throw up.. but on the bright side if i might get skinny enough for someone... and well i'm giving it til jan. 1st by then if I'm not god enough for some one... then i giv up.. and figure I'd be better off dead but now i have

Comments

[rayefrenzy]

you ARE good enough. you just need confidence! stop starving yourself. this is childish!

[eviltreegrl]

i have none b/c all i am seen as is one of the guys.. they don't like me like that.. i am sick of being single i hate it...

[rayefrenzy]

well, being 'one of the guys' its somethingmost girls crave for. you are who you are and someday youll find a guy who can appreciate that and deserve you. dont just look for anyone. the single life is great. live it up.

[eviltreegrl]

someday? i don't have along time to just fall in love....i wanted to be married by 23... i was ready to start having kids when i was with David... and if i don't have kids by 30.. i'm not having kids.... and honestly .. being married and having a baby.. are the only things i want out of life...

[rayefrenzy]

don't give up on love..yeah,its hard to find,and,the attempt hurts...but..you deserve a great guy,who will love you for who you are,who will look at you every day and realize that your his reason for getting out of bed that morning,heck,his entire reason for being.. I understand you don't have alot of time for patience,but,you just need to believe it will happen...any one who knows you knows your amazing,and deserve an amazing guy,who can see how great you are..and..you'll find one,even if it takes a little time..sorry it hasn't happened yet,but,that doesn't mean it won't..