B/c I am not good enough

[eviltreegrl]

Ok so lately i am throwing up everything i eat.. i just get really bad cramps.. and then if i don't throw up.. i make myself throw up.. but on the bright side if i might get skinny enough for someone... and well i'm giving it til jan. 1st by then if I'm not god enough for some one... then i giv up.. and figure I'd be better off dead but now i have to get ready for a job that going to kill me today....

**I am weak,
When You speak,
Just the thought of You,
Makes me scream,
B/c I know I love You.**