May 03, 2005 13:29
ok so this one of those entrys...
have you ever had to watch someone you love fall down and fail? it breaks my heart that there is nothing i can do.. but sit back and watch... its like watching a baby learn to walk. they fall and you want to run to their.. but you know they wil never learn that way. so i will watch the person i love fail adn push everyone who loves him away. meanwhile it kills me but ii move on b/c it's all i can do b/c dan doesn't love me anymore... i find ppl i like.. and i am to scared to be wiith b/c i don't want to hurt them.. damnit... i need a cuddle buddy...