Mar 01, 2006 18:04
i never thought that i would voluntarily put myself on the playing field after high school PE, being as 1. sports terrify me, 2. competition terrifies me, and 3. i have about as much athletic ability as a small block of styrofoam. but i went out and played flag football with the choir last night, and you know what? it was terrifying. but in a fun, confusing, and exciting sort of way. when rob told me that he was going to throw the ball to me, i thought i was going to die. "it's easy, just pretend like he's tossing you a baby," one girl assured me.
well, i dropped the baby. but the choir won by like 20 points anyway, so it didn't really matter. after getting reemed by this huge guy, KT personally sacked the quarterback twice; mike mohyla and i just stood on the sidelines and traded angry-KT stories. (we *heart* KT!) so it was quite fun, and i think i just might go again.
my greek midterm sucked. a lot. not feeling so good about the other ones i've taken already, nor the ones i have yet to take. i feel like i'm letting my disappointment in myself leak onto other people though, which isn't so good. perhaps i should give up "deliberately pushing other people's buttons b/c things aren't going my way and i want to drizzle on their parade" for lent. that, or cursing. or maybe i should try "eating more healthfully, or as healthfully as possible in cafeterias that serve burgers everyday." not that it really matters, since i'm not christian, per se. if you believed in God, but didn't belong to a certain denomination, would you still count yourself as being christian? or just a deist? are deists christians??
on a positive note, the complete works of shakespeare (abridged) rocked, and i'm really looking forward to doing the lights/set stuf for taste of asia. cramming a lot of things on my agenda is def preferable to sitting around and thinking masochistic, semi-bitter singleton thoughts. funny how valentine's day was so empowering, and midterms week was so depressing. actually, wait, that's not funny at all. nor are they especially relevant to one another. "not relating/taking out all frustrations on men/lack of love life" would be a good thing to give up.
in the words of my mother (slightly paraphrased, as it was in chinese), "keep busy! boys suck!"
i want to hit you in the face
and kiss you on the mouth
i am so ready for spring break. make plans with me! i like hanging out...