Worst day of my life
Well brian broke up with me this morning... he said he couldnt handle my mood swings. but then we got back together this after noon... i have decided that i need to pull myself together and get over my life. i mean it isnt that bad and i need to just suck it up and get the fuck over it. i guess i am not allowed to be upset about anything anymore so im not going to be. I am going to be miss happy all the time now and im not going to let anything get me down. but this will probably result in me going completely crazy or something...but if it will keep me from losing Brian then i will do whatever it takes.