the something wrong feeling.

Jan 30, 2005 22:26


i just shook my head for a good 10 minutes, but i still cant get the "somethings wrong" feeling out of me. i dunno... something in my life just isnt sitting right. i dont even know what... it seems like things are looking up... ugh. i dunno. lets see; ive gotten into blake, ive got awesome friends, my mom trusts me again, im going to megacon soon, ( Read more... )

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almond_brittle February 1 2005, 02:42:17 UTC
it's okay adam listen,
i know that it sux to miss party like your 8th grade banquet i missed my 5th grade one..and i missed my 3rd grade easter party ..and a huge halloweeen party too but it is only a party and i bet youll have fun either way.
as for your gfriend problem,
your a cute guy don't feel bad and if girls don't want to go out with you there pretty dumb cause your good looking and your a good person.
don'r worry youll have a g/friend soon enough just wait because good things happen to ppl who wait.
If your mom is begining to give up on you maybe she doesn't have enough faith in you. maybe she is just hopeless and she is tired. maybe she is being selfish or maybe your the one who should give your mom a break.
maybe go to a store and buy her a card and a rose with a verse from the bible that will give her somthing to look forward too. Maybe you should talk to her and just say i love you mom and that i don't want you to think badly of me.
As for your problem with your debt maybe you should just have a lil more faith.
if your getting harased at school just tell someone it may sound stupid and in a way yea but still just be a goody goody and make fun of them cause you got them in trouble.
Don't worry about you hating yourself. i was once in deprsion for a long time. i had a deprsive tick disorder and i used to twicth all the time, blink, and gulp. i hated myself for a long time and even wnated to kill myself but i always found a way to make me happy again now i feel happy really happy casue all my friends helped me. somtimes i like to stay up late read the bible, listen to sad music, spill the tears, then listen to relaxing music to calm me down. then draw and draw and read. Don't think aboput all the bad things about your self think about the possitive stuff instead and remmber that ppl love you very much i mean it very much.
as for your skin....well maybe you should use different saops and face cleaners.
Try using clean and clear , lo'real, or clearisil. these work really good and they will help your skin out alot.
don't feel bad about your mood swings cause everyone has them and i do alot too. just rember to breath nice and deep and maybe do what i do at night and listn to the music and get relaxed.
as for yur blake school don't worry maybe being in a higher class school will help you. and don't think aboput the bad stuff anymore please
as for you staying up at night you should try using those pills you get at a drug store that pop you right to sleep they work for me and i am nockturnal. or maybe do that relax and listen music thing like i said.
just remmber that we love you and not to worry amnd if you need you can always talk to me after all we are they same age and we do have lots of simaular problems.

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