the something wrong feeling.
i just shook my head for a good 10 minutes, but i still cant get the "somethings wrong" feeling out of me. i dunno... something in my life just isnt sitting right. i dont even know what... it seems like things are looking up... ugh. i dunno. lets see; ive gotten into blake, ive got awesome friends, my mom trusts me again, im going to megacon soon, im getting out of "north tampa alternative"... everything seems like its getting better, right? but for some reason, i just cant shake the "somethings wrong feeling".
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maybe the bad stuff is overpowering the good stuff in my head right now, is all. lets see; im missing the 8th grade banquet, i miss all my "my age" friends, i dont have a girlfriend, my mom is beggining to give up on me, i get harassed relentlessly at school, we're knee-deep in debt, ive begun to hate myself, my skin is getting worse, my insomnia is getting worse, i have major mood swings,im thinking about how fucked im gonna be when i go to blake next year from missing so much school...
or maybe its just cuz im depressed.