Working, working, working
Very tired at present as I worked Friday night after a full week of work, then 11 am to 2.30 am Saturday (Sunday morning) and then 11.15 to 4.15 today. So pretty buggered but it is a good kind of tired, and perhaps I might be able to pay off some money off debts and stop borrowing money off Smokedamage every second or third week.
But feeling good - I am doing good things for myself, staying away from the drugs and drinking, and feel like I am getting somewhere. So far I don't have a day off work until Sat 23 and i think I will be working then, so probably no time off for a few weeks. I feel like I am running on empty but it is a good kind of feeling. I am too exhausted to feel sorry for myself and analyse the shit out of every single little word that anyone says to me and therefore I am not worrying about stuff so I am learning how not to obsess. This going forward stuff is hard work oops got to go have internet date right now..speak more soon.
But feeling good - I am doing good things for myself, staying away from the drugs and drinking, and feel like I am getting somewhere. So far I don't have a day off work until Sat 23 and i think I will be working then, so probably no time off for a few weeks. I feel like I am running on empty but it is a good kind of feeling. I am too exhausted to feel sorry for myself and analyse the shit out of every single little word that anyone says to me and therefore I am not worrying about stuff so I am learning how not to obsess. This going forward stuff is hard work oops got to go have internet date right now..speak more soon.