getting ready for diner out...finally
laying in bed listening to massive attack (the soundtrack of total MINX) thinking about...making a certain someone's head explode. it is the one and only advantage to being quiet (most of the time) and coming off as innocent and naiive, the guy you eventually hook up with has absolutely no idea what he has gotten himself into. it's quite awesome. in a sense, it's a total power trip, the only one i just revel in. it's the only time i feel like i'm just oozing sexiness. needless to say, i love the feeling....back to the subject. i'm going out to dinner, and my best friend is freaking out for me. she's soo excited for me and i'm sitting here thinking FINALLY! we FINALLY talked about things, we FINALLY kissed ( i'll admit that completely surprised me..and my face gave it away..oops.) and now we are FINALLY going out to dinner. :) but there's no nervousness. it'll probably hit me later, in the minutes while i'm waiting for him to pick me up. *sigh*...more later.