some emo shit
dear lj,
i am writing you a separate entry instead of just copying from myspace. you should feel special. i, on the other hand, feel like crap. and i'm not sure why. but i really hope i don't have to wait until january (health insurance) to feel better. because that would suck. a lot. i want to just go to bed and never wake up. unless i hear from one of the two boys that somehow manage to never seriously piss me off. those boys would be steven and justin. pretty much every other person i have "real life" contact with manages to piss me off somehow. but being around either of those two guys makes me feel calm n not hateful/emo/frustrated/whatever. so yeah. they should call me. so, lj, make that happen. even tho neither of them have an lj. get working! chop chop!
love and kisses,
an angry little ball of pathetic and hate.
i am writing you a separate entry instead of just copying from myspace. you should feel special. i, on the other hand, feel like crap. and i'm not sure why. but i really hope i don't have to wait until january (health insurance) to feel better. because that would suck. a lot. i want to just go to bed and never wake up. unless i hear from one of the two boys that somehow manage to never seriously piss me off. those boys would be steven and justin. pretty much every other person i have "real life" contact with manages to piss me off somehow. but being around either of those two guys makes me feel calm n not hateful/emo/frustrated/whatever. so yeah. they should call me. so, lj, make that happen. even tho neither of them have an lj. get working! chop chop!
love and kisses,
an angry little ball of pathetic and hate.