fuck.
i knew it was coming... but that doesn't make it any better. he's been acting not right for weeks... and when i was at his place thursday he didn't touch me once or even sleep facing me. here's a text message transcript.
me: what time do u work mon? know u work early 2moro n ill probably be at waterfront til midnight 2nite.
j: 2 b perfectly honest with u i have 2 much personal shit goin on right now 2 deal with ne thing else so i need some time by myself
me: okay. if u need anything u know how to find me.
j: u do realize i mean 4 awhile not just a day or 2.. sorry
me: i know. ill leave u alone. just know that i really do care about you and if there is anything i can do just say it.
the end.
me: what time do u work mon? know u work early 2moro n ill probably be at waterfront til midnight 2nite.
j: 2 b perfectly honest with u i have 2 much personal shit goin on right now 2 deal with ne thing else so i need some time by myself
me: okay. if u need anything u know how to find me.
j: u do realize i mean 4 awhile not just a day or 2.. sorry
me: i know. ill leave u alone. just know that i really do care about you and if there is anything i can do just say it.
the end.