le sigh
Don't get me wrong I love to write. It helps when I need to figure things out or get shit out of my head. Car is almost fixed completely. Water damaged the monitor on my airbag so that was a part they had to order so another weekend away while my car gets fixed.
Back on the subject of writing I got asked to write the angry letter and never send it. I had two weeks and each time I thought about writing it. I just couldn't. It was too painful to fake write to said person. But I guess someone said we can only through pain can we truly begin to heal.
With me if you pain me too much I cannot and will not forgive you. I tend to run from pain to run from those that hurt me and keep them out of my lives sometimes for good. Allowing that much hurt and pain to remain does more damage to me then it does good. No one wants a constant reminder of the pain and hurt by keeping the cause of it around.
I am for now giving up on finding that someone who makes me shine like the brightest star.
I guess like the song goes:
I go back to black
Back on the subject of writing I got asked to write the angry letter and never send it. I had two weeks and each time I thought about writing it. I just couldn't. It was too painful to fake write to said person. But I guess someone said we can only through pain can we truly begin to heal.
With me if you pain me too much I cannot and will not forgive you. I tend to run from pain to run from those that hurt me and keep them out of my lives sometimes for good. Allowing that much hurt and pain to remain does more damage to me then it does good. No one wants a constant reminder of the pain and hurt by keeping the cause of it around.
I am for now giving up on finding that someone who makes me shine like the brightest star.
I guess like the song goes:
I go back to black