Wow
Three years since my last update! No wonder I'm getting cut left and right. Thanks to everyone who's kept me around, though.
So much has happened and yet, so little. The major things are, my brother died last March and my dad died last November. I'm caught between numb and destroyed. Equal parts of both, I think. That's really all I can say about that.
Jayna just turned 15. Driving lessons start soon, and then I guess it'll be time for the nursing home for me. I feel ancient these days.
My mom's having problems with her heart and she has emphysema. I think I'm going to be an orphan soon. It's terrifying. I'm not ready. I know life is full of loss and disappointment but I don't have to like it.
So yeah. I haven't had a lot of positive stuff to post about so I've just been skipping it altogether. I do still lurk and read my friends page though. I'm not completely ready to shut this party down and probably won't ever be.
So much has happened and yet, so little. The major things are, my brother died last March and my dad died last November. I'm caught between numb and destroyed. Equal parts of both, I think. That's really all I can say about that.
Jayna just turned 15. Driving lessons start soon, and then I guess it'll be time for the nursing home for me. I feel ancient these days.
My mom's having problems with her heart and she has emphysema. I think I'm going to be an orphan soon. It's terrifying. I'm not ready. I know life is full of loss and disappointment but I don't have to like it.
So yeah. I haven't had a lot of positive stuff to post about so I've just been skipping it altogether. I do still lurk and read my friends page though. I'm not completely ready to shut this party down and probably won't ever be.