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i was feeling fine and then this weight dropped. i realized i've commited myself for far more work than i can manage. personal/professional/academic.
i'm not sure how to remedy this. this winter will suck. then i need to get out of this job. fuck it all. fuck it all just fuck it. i promise far too much and then can't deliver. i'm not promising anything anymore. if anyone wants some help from this guy, best have something really good in it for me, else ferget it.
i've spread myself far too thin and am having a hard time with it. all my creative juices leaked out and there's a void where that creativity use dto be.
i just need a break. two weeks w/o school. w/o work, w/o dreading the return of those things.
and i feel a bit ill.
i'm not sure how to remedy this. this winter will suck. then i need to get out of this job. fuck it all. fuck it all just fuck it. i promise far too much and then can't deliver. i'm not promising anything anymore. if anyone wants some help from this guy, best have something really good in it for me, else ferget it.
i've spread myself far too thin and am having a hard time with it. all my creative juices leaked out and there's a void where that creativity use dto be.
i just need a break. two weeks w/o school. w/o work, w/o dreading the return of those things.
and i feel a bit ill.