Judgement Day
So, Judgement Day's over. Well, nearly. Judgement Day, because I was supposed to get the CBSE results (for real this time) AND the FIITJEE Reshuffling Test marks.
Both freakishly important, cuz CBSE decides my stream and FIITJEE decides whether mom kills me or not.
Kidding.That's actually kinda debatable.
So, FIITJEE first, cuz the other results were s'posed to be out after 4. And my test had gone HORRIBLY. Not in the 'Yeah, it was pretty bad' way either. I'd had one look at the paper, and gotten exam jitters. Well that's what I call them.
I've never ever gotten exam jitters. I mean, before the exam, while I'm studying, sure. But during the exam? Never. Hell, I'm all utterly calm during exams, even to the point of complacency. This was utterly fucked. I can't give exams like this! I need to give another one without this. Shit.
So, anyway, I'm standing outside the building and there's these 2 lists - and of course, I'm still freaking out - and I check the 2nd list first, figuring I'd end up there - cuz, hello, HORRIBLE exam - and my name's not on it. Slowly, very slowly, I get to the first list, and VOILA!
Apparently, even with the whole 'jitters' episode, my exam had been pretty okay. Whew! It was kind of a low-scoring paper so, that's okay. Or maybe I was making it out to be worse that it went, because of the jitters thing. THAT still manages to creep me out.
Oh and we won't be getting any marks. Me = Tres content :D
Anyhoo, then during he class, the results were announced. The CBSE ones this time. This guy, he started checking everybody's marks right in the middle of the class. That helped me calm down so much more. I'd told mom to not tell me my marks. And then everybody was getting a perfect 10 CGPA. Freaked me out even more.
Turns out I got 10 too. Fuck! I was expecting somewhere in the 8.5-9.5 range. I got one of my academic subjects upgraded with life skills and shit, but who cares? And it was SST anyway. Not like it mattered AT ALL.
EEEP!!
And then I went to a party. Well, birthday party. Of a friend - well, I'm not too sure about that - who I've talked to maybe thrice in the last 2 years? It was ..... awkward, to say the least. I think I'll post about it tomorrow. Mum looks kinda murderous. I can see that Dexter look in her eyes. :P
It's gonna be one hell of a bitchy post tomorrow.
I'm still kinda scared about the 'jitters' thing. I never ever get it. I always keep calm. This is NOT bloody happening. Maybe I'll give the stupid 9-10 syllabus test. It's easy, so jitters shouldn't be a problem, present or not. This was an exam on a comparatively easy syllabus. Anything more advanced, and I'll definitely fail.
Gah!.
Oh and am I the only who ships Dexter/Lila? Even after she went crazy, that is. Or maybe it's just the actress. She was awesome as H.G.Wells in Warehouse 13. Worship her. And her British accent. I'll find out her name tomorrow. I promise.
So long,
A
Both freakishly important, cuz CBSE decides my stream and FIITJEE decides whether mom kills me or not.
Kidding.That's actually kinda debatable.
So, FIITJEE first, cuz the other results were s'posed to be out after 4. And my test had gone HORRIBLY. Not in the 'Yeah, it was pretty bad' way either. I'd had one look at the paper, and gotten exam jitters. Well that's what I call them.
I've never ever gotten exam jitters. I mean, before the exam, while I'm studying, sure. But during the exam? Never. Hell, I'm all utterly calm during exams, even to the point of complacency. This was utterly fucked. I can't give exams like this! I need to give another one without this. Shit.
So, anyway, I'm standing outside the building and there's these 2 lists - and of course, I'm still freaking out - and I check the 2nd list first, figuring I'd end up there - cuz, hello, HORRIBLE exam - and my name's not on it. Slowly, very slowly, I get to the first list, and VOILA!
Apparently, even with the whole 'jitters' episode, my exam had been pretty okay. Whew! It was kind of a low-scoring paper so, that's okay. Or maybe I was making it out to be worse that it went, because of the jitters thing. THAT still manages to creep me out.
Oh and we won't be getting any marks. Me = Tres content :D
Anyhoo, then during he class, the results were announced. The CBSE ones this time. This guy, he started checking everybody's marks right in the middle of the class. That helped me calm down so much more. I'd told mom to not tell me my marks. And then everybody was getting a perfect 10 CGPA. Freaked me out even more.
Turns out I got 10 too. Fuck! I was expecting somewhere in the 8.5-9.5 range. I got one of my academic subjects upgraded with life skills and shit, but who cares? And it was SST anyway. Not like it mattered AT ALL.
EEEP!!
And then I went to a party. Well, birthday party. Of a friend - well, I'm not too sure about that - who I've talked to maybe thrice in the last 2 years? It was ..... awkward, to say the least. I think I'll post about it tomorrow. Mum looks kinda murderous. I can see that Dexter look in her eyes. :P
It's gonna be one hell of a bitchy post tomorrow.
I'm still kinda scared about the 'jitters' thing. I never ever get it. I always keep calm. This is NOT bloody happening. Maybe I'll give the stupid 9-10 syllabus test. It's easy, so jitters shouldn't be a problem, present or not. This was an exam on a comparatively easy syllabus. Anything more advanced, and I'll definitely fail.
Gah!.
Oh and am I the only who ships Dexter/Lila? Even after she went crazy, that is. Or maybe it's just the actress. She was awesome as H.G.Wells in Warehouse 13. Worship her. And her British accent. I'll find out her name tomorrow. I promise.
So long,
A