Why do things seem so messed up? Everyday im getting yelled at or mocked at for something new, I cant do anything right, not in my parents eyes anyways. I cant stand them much longer, im going to seriously run away and never come back..until I need money. -sigh- who am I kidding, Amanda? Run away? Hah. No. I keep, messing up, on everything, I cant ( Read more... )

I’ve been just dancing around since I got home from school, for no particular reason. Just a little giddy I suppose ;). And again, for no particular reason. Dum dum dum, Emily I *heart* your medal penis. Thank you Emily’s mommy, Its my first one..shh. I got off the phone with Adam a couple minutes ago, I might be going to his house after he goes to ( Read more... )

Take that look from off your face

You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

People it has been a good day. I’ve saw a lot of people, I went to the football game, and I saw, Steph, Ash, Matt, Kaylyn. Chana, Kim, and Mike D., then me, Ash, steph, and Matt, walked to Burger king, screwed the football team game ;). We has lots of fun though, at the game ( Read more... )

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My Madge is leaving tomorrow. Thank the lord. :)

I know that sounds horrible, I love my mommy, but I just need a little..Break. She’s just always down my back about everything.

Today was..okay. Lunch was..Interesting. Then Ashley’s, Taco bell, then home. <3 and but of course, homework. Fun fun, I gave up on Spanish, I just don’t understand it. I ( Read more... )

Today was okay I suppose. Im sick of complaining how horrible my days are, when in reality there not that bad. Its just, I don’t know things are different since last year. And sometimes it seems like I have no life, I don’t know. No one seems to comment anymore. Maybe no one just doesn’t read this. O well. Im not going to complain about that too.

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Inside we’re really all the same.

Pro’s and con’s of my day:

Pro’s

-Saw Adam in the morning.

-Got a 100 on my homework

-Had lunch with Emily.

Con’s

-Adam left early because his stomach was hurting

-He won’t be in school tomorrow, he’s going to the doctors.

-I feel like a pig.

-Everyone on my bus is obnoxious

-I hung up on Adam and he never called ( Read more... )

I guess..your right. We have all changed, we didn’t want to but hey, we did.

Today was icky, except for fashion design which is always good. But I have to admit the homework I get is ridiculous I have no time for anyone anymore. Well that’s a lie, I do. But I got a new class I switched out of European history and now im in...Accounting? Jesus what ( Read more... )

-smiles-

Rhode Island, ah it’s a good place. Home sweet home. -Kisses Floor-. New Hampshire wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be, but it was pretty boring. Friday I drove there with my mem, and we should of got there in a matter of an hour and ½ but, traffic + we got lost, it took us 3 and ½ hours, I was completely exhausted. That night I ( Read more... )

Im so bored. There’s seriously nothing to do, I know I don’t update much anymore, but its not like I’ve done anything worth updating about and no one comments anyways. School was okay I suppose, Tomorrow I get to leave early because my mom screwed up my weekend. I have to leave for New Hampshire tomorrow to go to my uncle’s house, because my mom ( Read more... )