I coulda done better

[evilevilasuka]

These past few weeks have just been terrible. But I doubt these things just happen right? I got my grades back, I passed...but I tried so unbelievably hard. When I talked to my professor he could tell I was about to cry when he told me that the grade I received was in fact correct. I know its ridiculous, but imagine working so hard on something

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[birday_1]

Hey,at least you tried your damndest.dont beat yourself up about it.

I for one know its like to try and remain in the mask of emotional bliss while bottling in that pressure,but that backfires surely enough..you eventually implode like the San Andreas fault,or worse...Mt.Montezuma's revenge...and usually at the wrong time where it makes everything awkward lol.

it's healthier and totally alright to let everything out and vent. however,its up to you how you'd like those feelings(i suggest as constructively as possible!!)channeled.

if the person left you with a lesser off chick then they've made it harder for them with the extra karma. i think the biggest trap people get themselves into, is not appreciating what they have already so they sabotage themselves by trying to look for greener pastures without consideration.

the end up with nothing but the step back to square one.

and MMMaaan! the money thing.yeah everyone and their grandpop i know in my neck of the noods is crying the blues over finance,including me.if anything,i'm gonna start back up the Barter System trend *evil grin*

*does dealings in dark alley*

"hey...hey buddy,i'll trade you my starshaped CD for a bag of groceries.mint condition,high quality and all that! i'll put in two dogs and rooster,too."

[evilevilasuka]

lol you're silly :P I guess I vented in a way on here. I just slip in and out of these these moods. Anyways you still up for the zombie fic eh? I'm still working on mine. My friend is working on hers...lol I'm excited when we finally start publishing them :D you'll probably have a field day writing it too!

[ad00absurdum]

Uh, hey, meant to ask you and figured I can just as well do it here: the zombie fic. I've got an idea for an epilogue, except I seem to remember you saying the guys can't be dead, so does half-dead count? I thought about turning them into vampires (because apparently I can't write anything normal), but it still would be tied to the general zombie theme. So, you up for a weird, vampy, AU-type-ish epilogue?

P.S. Sorry to hear you're not doing so great, but yeah, what is LJ for if not for venting ;)

[evilevilasuka]

that sounds cool :D why don't you do an alternate ending? that sounds kind of awesome. You up for that?

[ad00absurdum]

Wot ya mean by 'alternate ending'? Elaborate, plz.

[evilevilasuka]

well I had an ending in mind...ya know what never mind, I think its more fun to leave the ending to you. Is that cooler? HMMMM?! so sixth chapter?

[ad00absurdum]

Yeah, the ending is all right with me. But if someone else wants to do it - no problem either. That's why I said I can do an epilogue - after the story finishes, the zombies beaten (or not - depends), the guys get vamped. Not much of going back after that and that's also why I'd see it as a bit of alternate universe. What'd you think?

[evilevilasuka]

sure epilogue is cool too. In all honesty I don't know where this story is gonna go hahah XD But i guess that's what makes it so fun hehe but thanks alot. :)

[ad00absurdum]

No problemo :)
So, everyone just writes their own bit without reading the others' stuff? Or is it that when one person ends and posts, the next begins when the previous one ended? Just to be clear on the details (because details are everything *has this manic gleam in the eye* :D)

[evilevilasuka]

they continue where the last person left off. mmhmm :) I'm excited cause no one has ever done something like that on Blurslash XO gawd I'm weird lol. and it can go anywhere it wants rating wise :D sex violence cussing EVERYTHING GOES! Just as none of the dudes die haha, but the vampire thing is fine...maybe the rule should be none of the guys get eaten alive and/or become zombies

[ad00absurdum]

Yeah, because eaten dead would be like necromancy or something (LOL, couldn't resist).

So yeah, chapter 6 for moi, then, yes?

[evilevilasuka]

haha XD yes yes have a go at it!

[ad00absurdum]

Okey dokey :) Now, the key is to remember that.

[evilevilasuka]

:P you won't forget. I PROMISE YOU lol

[birday_1]

Zombie fffiiiccc!

i've got lots of ideas swirling around in my head,its the putting it down on type in a proper way part thats killing me,lol

[evilevilasuka]

aww if you want I can beta it for you :) when the time comes.