I coulda done better
These past few weeks have just been terrible. But I doubt these things just happen right? I got my grades back, I passed...but I tried so unbelievably hard. When I talked to my professor he could tell I was about to cry when he told me that the grade I received was in fact correct. I know its ridiculous, but imagine working so hard on something and it just doesn't turn out the way you wanted. It's like some one sided relationship that comes to an unsatisfactory end.
Money problems galore. Lack luster love life. Barely any self esteem left to speak of.
c'mon I got dumped for some ugly girl who gave bad blow jobs!
what the hell! Life just isn't fair to people like me.
Half the times I talk to people I try to act like its fine, every now and then I bitch and moan. But I feel so guilty when I do. I always see these kids doing it all the time and they annoy me. Somehow I find a way to annoy myself as well.
I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to go to college anymore. I just want to close my eyes and just go *poof*
I give up on me.
Money problems galore. Lack luster love life. Barely any self esteem left to speak of.
c'mon I got dumped for some ugly girl who gave bad blow jobs!
what the hell! Life just isn't fair to people like me.
Half the times I talk to people I try to act like its fine, every now and then I bitch and moan. But I feel so guilty when I do. I always see these kids doing it all the time and they annoy me. Somehow I find a way to annoy myself as well.
I don't want to do anything anymore. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to go to college anymore. I just want to close my eyes and just go *poof*
I give up on me.