Nov 27, 2003 23:25
My day was really great. I woke up and then patrick and his brother stopped by and i was so excited to see him. I got dressed and then went over to his house and helped his mom get the dinner ready, which as corny as it may be was very fun for me. They deep fried the turkey and my dad and patricks father are like a tag-team when they are together and when my dad carved the turkey everyone was just so entertained by it. My dad was like demolishing the turkey as he was carving it, it was hilarious, you'd have to of been there to fully understand it. By the time we ate i had already drank a glass of wine and then with dinner i drank a beer and i was getting quite tipsy and i guess i was quite entertaining cause i was laughing while i was eating. I took a little nap while i was there. I came home then and watched Bruce Almighty with my dad and zora. Then patrick stopped by to say goodbye cause he had to go to alvin to pick up his room-mate. I was kinda disappointed i didn't get to see more of him cause he was visiting so many of his friends. But i was the last person he saw before he left and i got a little emotional when i was say bye to him. This guy has been there for me for the past 11 years and i love him with all my heart. I've been kinda lonely lately and he always just makes everything alright and i hated to see him go. It blows my mind sometimes of how close of a bond me and him have. But yea my day was great cause it was filled with seeing one of my bestfriends.
One last little blurb before i go....i might be lonely now but i know in due time without me even looking for it, i will fall madly in love with another guy. But in the mean time it's hard to be around my friends that are in love or in the process of falling in love cause i don't have that right now. So i apoligize to my friends if i might sound a little rude sometimes when boyfriends are mentioned...i'm ultimately jealous and before everyone knows it i'll hopefully be back in love before long but in the mean time i guess i'll just have to learn to deal with all the love from guys that other people get.