I feel incomplete
Last night was a very bad night for me and shinji. and only in the sense that my familiar...Majik...is no longer a part of my family. To make a long story short and not bore you to death...Majik attacked shinji last night for no reason. I called animal control and they came and I surrendered her to them. I shall never see my little girl again. I don't know what or why she did what she did. But I know that if I did keep her, she would not be the same cat and I would have been afraid of her. Watching the way she was when she attacked shinji and trying to get her under control sent me into a panic stricken frenzy. I tried to intervene and ended up getting punctured quite deeply by her sharp fangs on my right index finger. I could not sleep last night because all i saw were images of her and nightmares of her. The last look on her face before she was taken away, was the saddest look i've ever seen. Hearing her howl and whine and cry for me just killed me. I did make it through work (mostly crying all day) and my co workers were very supportive. I mean so what it's just a cat (is what some might say), but to me she was my daughter, my child, my familiar, my family, my everything. She went through so much with me and we had such a good time together. And now i shall never see her again. Even shinji misses her. and i know i miss her terribly and will for a long time