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Remember that guy I fell in love with a year ago?
He still tugs at my heart so much..
It's those stupid little things- like how he calls me after being away on business for two days, just to call.. for no reason, even though we're about to see eachother in ten minutes.
And how when we're working on the opera set, and both of us start to sing at the same exact moment, in the middle of a song playing.
Our ebb and flow is just.. overwhelming.
I thought I was over him!
I guess it'll take moving to another state. I've decided that's the only way I'll move on.
How do you fall out of love with your best friend, who happens to be your neighbor two doors down?
Who is there for you at a second's notice.. without question?
I feel so safe with him. :/
And he's everything I've ever wanted.
But I'm his "little sister", and he's my "big brother".
Arg.
Is it stupid that I have these secret hopes that one day he's going to realize that he loves me as much as I love him?
I mean, he does love me. But he doesn't love me.
I just don't understand how he was so set on getting me in the beginning..
and then he can just flip a switch and put me in another box..
Sorry, I just can't turn off my heart when I've really fallen, you know? :/
He still tugs at my heart so much..
It's those stupid little things- like how he calls me after being away on business for two days, just to call.. for no reason, even though we're about to see eachother in ten minutes.
And how when we're working on the opera set, and both of us start to sing at the same exact moment, in the middle of a song playing.
Our ebb and flow is just.. overwhelming.
I thought I was over him!
I guess it'll take moving to another state. I've decided that's the only way I'll move on.
How do you fall out of love with your best friend, who happens to be your neighbor two doors down?
Who is there for you at a second's notice.. without question?
I feel so safe with him. :/
And he's everything I've ever wanted.
But I'm his "little sister", and he's my "big brother".
Arg.
Is it stupid that I have these secret hopes that one day he's going to realize that he loves me as much as I love him?
I mean, he does love me. But he doesn't love me.
I just don't understand how he was so set on getting me in the beginning..
and then he can just flip a switch and put me in another box..
Sorry, I just can't turn off my heart when I've really fallen, you know? :/