even the losers get lucky sometimes..

Oct 30, 2005 00:24


Let me just start off by saying that i am dealing with a roast chicken, and i dont know what to do. PINEAPPLES!!!   *ahem* yeah so im pretty sure only one person would think that that was eve remotely humorous, but meh. Sooo the NIN show....was so amazing! QOTSA kicked some major ass too, i was so happy to see them and they definitely did not disappoint. And then..THEN...NIN came on stage....it was euphoric, i swear. it took until halfway through the second song for me to realise what exactly was happening haha I couldnt stop moving, my legs felt like jello, and it was INCREDIBLE!!! dont have time for details, but it was intense and i still get chills just thinking about it. :-D Shows like that need to happen EVERY NIGHT so that when i need to relieve stess, i can just go and not have to worry about punching someone. Definitely thrashed around a lot, and loved every single second of it. Such an awesome buzz.   some wicked lame things happened that night, and i was worried that it wouldnt get better, but thankfully it did and everyone was able to enjoy the show. i'm just wicked confused now and dont know what to do with this. im so drained of all energy though, and i feel awful about it, but yeah...i really dont know. :-/ guess ill figure it out in time

Im extremely stressed about a lot of things right now....i dont know what to do or where to go or who to trust and its driving me insane. This is draining me a lot more than working 7 days a week for two different theme parks. I just want it to end. AHHHH   PINEAPPLES! :-p

The big 2-1 is quickly approaching, so thats cool. i guess. haha im actually stressed about that, too. weird, huh? yeah i dont know whats going on. I do know that i love going for walks in this weather, and if i wasnt coming down with something [yet again, fever and all :( ] then id definitely run out there for a bit. Also, my walking buddy is at a costume party, and i dont wanna go alone. The squirrels might get me.... hahaha

yeah bruce campbell rocks my socks. 8-) im so jealous that Dan fricken met him.

[im so in love, it scares the hell out of me. im gonna screw it up, i screw everything up. :'( ahh i love him!]

leah made me chicken noodle soup and brought me orange juice. :-D i love her!!!! shes my nurse, and my wife ;) hehe LOVE YOU L BO!!!!! <333

i miss a lot of people, and feel awful about not keeping in touch as much as i should. :( I'm working on changing that, really!! its just really really difficult, right now especially, but i dont want anyone to think ive forgotten them. i miss you guys so much!! [this goes for everyone back home, my first real "crew" from working for the mouse, my first "space crew", and so on. i know i suck, and im sorry]

im too tired to keep going and my mind is completely blank right now. good night. :-*

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