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I'm soooo tired. Sleepy....very sleepy.
Adrian is sooo funny. He gave me a ride to work today. As son as jumped in the car he said that the shirt I was wearing was showing all my..as he called them, "tits", and I was pouring out of it. I told him I didn't need to answer to him and if I wanna show my "tits", I'll show em', dammit. Although I have to admit, I was showing more than usual. Eh, it's ok. lol. The guys seemed to like it when they kept hugging me.
Lou and me talked last night, we've been talking every night. He admitted to me that he is afraid of falling in love, and to be honest, he wasnt looking for anything long term, but he said he can't help but want to fall in love with me. He said he understands where I'm coming from and that I'm still healing and he's never pressure me into something that I wasn't ready for but....he was bascially trying to hint that he's falling for me. I didn't know what to say and it's all I could think about today. I doubt he'll be the only one telling me that but he seems so genuine and I don't know if I'd be passing up an oppurtunity. I guess we'll have to see.
I'm stressed, I need to massage. A nice long relaxing massage. GRR!
Adrian is sooo funny. He gave me a ride to work today. As son as jumped in the car he said that the shirt I was wearing was showing all my..as he called them, "tits", and I was pouring out of it. I told him I didn't need to answer to him and if I wanna show my "tits", I'll show em', dammit. Although I have to admit, I was showing more than usual. Eh, it's ok. lol. The guys seemed to like it when they kept hugging me.
Lou and me talked last night, we've been talking every night. He admitted to me that he is afraid of falling in love, and to be honest, he wasnt looking for anything long term, but he said he can't help but want to fall in love with me. He said he understands where I'm coming from and that I'm still healing and he's never pressure me into something that I wasn't ready for but....he was bascially trying to hint that he's falling for me. I didn't know what to say and it's all I could think about today. I doubt he'll be the only one telling me that but he seems so genuine and I don't know if I'd be passing up an oppurtunity. I guess we'll have to see.
I'm stressed, I need to massage. A nice long relaxing massage. GRR!