i have a headache
I'm taking back the I don't trust anyone, and replacing it with I just can read anyone.
hmm. haha.
so I didnt eat. Then I drank. Then I got sick, for the first time since i was 15. congrats dumbass. work parties get crazy.
I have to be up in 4 hours for a 12 hour shift... HOW EXCITED AM I?
anywho, I've been going back and forth to LA for the last couple weeks, and now it officially feels like I live there and I just come to vegas for work. I like it, but soon enough i suppose. AND, I'm slightly nervous about moving. I also have a million and one, really REALLY unattractive pictures. which i will upload, probably tomorrow.
other news in my life.
I've been watching all the degrassi episodes on tv.
Ive had like a really really ugly month, but I'm back to my normal confidence now.
I now have two cars, one from my mom and one from my dad, the one from my dad looks like i should be mowing lawns with it and is stick shift. the one from my mom is dented and needs a little work, but its automatic.
so now Im just working on getting my shit together to be a legal driver.
My whole life is me trying to get my shit together.
OHHHH shit. my mom also put a HUNDO in my wallet. thats the first money shes given me in like idk a really long time.
I really miss having that best friend that you do everything with. I love my best friends they are always the best thing in my life. I'm glad danicas in town so I have someone to watch my tivo'd degrassi episodes =)
(and melissa who is reading this, this is what i will make you do when I move)
i just wish they were here all the time.
boys:
if i get to know you more, there is a good chance ill develop a good crush.
when you do nice things i feel bad for not wanting to hang out with you
you hint at everything and dont make a move and confuse the fucking shit out of me, this is a game
quit grabbing me ugh gross
YOU. YOU. i really dont understand. lets just be friends and lean in for a kiss. umm no.
moral of the story. I know how to be around gay men. this is why i hang out with them. I know nothing about anything.
i wish i had a date to my cousins wedding. hahahahaha
this post is long and pointless.
hmm. haha.
so I didnt eat. Then I drank. Then I got sick, for the first time since i was 15. congrats dumbass. work parties get crazy.
I have to be up in 4 hours for a 12 hour shift... HOW EXCITED AM I?
anywho, I've been going back and forth to LA for the last couple weeks, and now it officially feels like I live there and I just come to vegas for work. I like it, but soon enough i suppose. AND, I'm slightly nervous about moving. I also have a million and one, really REALLY unattractive pictures. which i will upload, probably tomorrow.
other news in my life.
I've been watching all the degrassi episodes on tv.
Ive had like a really really ugly month, but I'm back to my normal confidence now.
I now have two cars, one from my mom and one from my dad, the one from my dad looks like i should be mowing lawns with it and is stick shift. the one from my mom is dented and needs a little work, but its automatic.
so now Im just working on getting my shit together to be a legal driver.
My whole life is me trying to get my shit together.
OHHHH shit. my mom also put a HUNDO in my wallet. thats the first money shes given me in like idk a really long time.
I really miss having that best friend that you do everything with. I love my best friends they are always the best thing in my life. I'm glad danicas in town so I have someone to watch my tivo'd degrassi episodes =)
(and melissa who is reading this, this is what i will make you do when I move)
i just wish they were here all the time.
boys:
if i get to know you more, there is a good chance ill develop a good crush.
when you do nice things i feel bad for not wanting to hang out with you
you hint at everything and dont make a move and confuse the fucking shit out of me, this is a game
quit grabbing me ugh gross
YOU. YOU. i really dont understand. lets just be friends and lean in for a kiss. umm no.
moral of the story. I know how to be around gay men. this is why i hang out with them. I know nothing about anything.
i wish i had a date to my cousins wedding. hahahahaha
this post is long and pointless.