...and I've missed so much that I feel like I just stepped into fandom for the first time. That sort of wide-eyed, confused stiffness, what is this place? Of course it's not that dramatic, it just feels like it.
I'm still piecing my RL together, so I'm not fully back yet, but there's about a hundred things to catch up on in fandom. Also, before the move, I was halfway finished with my Help_Japan story, only now to find it missing from my computer. Maybe it was so terrible that my computer just said, "Heeeell no," and delet I WILL JUST HAVE TO START AGAIN. The fact that I feel no true loss over it just goes to show that I would have only wasted more time to finish it, then hate it, and start over anyway. Over a million words written the past two years = Brain Fry. Lovely writers -- how do you get back into the writing game when you feel like you've burnt yourself out to ashes? Method of madness? I feel like I was burnt out after Parade, and then I kept going until my fingers stopped working.
I hope you've all been doing well! OH, and so much love to
uniquepov and
leopion for the chocolate heads! You are now forced to be my BFFs, 'cause that's what happens when you give me any form of chocolate. Even in pixels, bb!