A place to grow (Chapter 22)
Author: Everything_Once
Pairing: Katie/Effy, Naomy/Emily and some others ...
Rating: M
Warnings: Swearing and some Book spoilers
Summary: How to grow up, when you're not really sure that it's what you want ...
Disclaimer: Skins isn't my property, even if I secretly wish so! At the moment I pretty much own nothing ...
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Chapter Twenty-two
***Effy’s thoughts***
I slowly open my eyes Tom and Katie are still cuddling on my sides.
I enjoy this moment, I take the time to mesmerize their positions, it’s crazy but right now with them at my sides I feel alive, and happy.
I give each a kiss on the forehead.
Tom doesn’t move but Katie start to stretch, and one of her hand is now on my tits … fuck … what am I gonna do ?
Now I’m feeling her hot breath on my neck … she’s such a tease …
“Hummm … yes … Eff … please … humm … don’t stop …”
Oh great just fucking great now she’s having a naughty dream … I need to make her stop moaning otherwise I won’t be able to control myself …
I gently let my fingers travel all along her arm … She delicately opens her eyes, she seems confused but as soon as she spots me a radiant smile is illuminating her face.
“Oh god Eff, I love to wake up next to you…”
“Yeah, it seems so …”
“What … why?”
“Well, were your dreams nice?”
“Oh my god … you’ve heard me …”
She’s blushing, it makes her look even sweeter!
I gently kiss her lips hoping that it will make the shame go away …
“K. it’s ok you don’t have to be ashamed about that. Actually I kind of find it pretty sexy!”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah, plus it’ll be not really fair for me to blame considering that I’m always have dirty thoughts or dreams about you babe…”
She smiles at me and then kisses me on the lips.
I try to deepen the kiss but she stops me.
I’m confused.
“What?”
“Babe, if we don’t stop like right now I wont be able to refrain myself of humping you on this couch …”
“Yeah and the problem is ???”
“A little angel of five years old named Tom …”
Oh fuck I’ve forgotten him …
“Plus I need to take a shower and take a quick breakfast or I’ll be late for my first day of work!”
“Shit, I’ve also forgotten about your work … You really need to go?”
I’m placing my hands on her hips, and I gently start to caress her skins at the hem of her boxers.
She’s so sweet … God I’ll love to taste her body right now … focus!
“Eff, it’s my first day and my first real job … plus I really need to show everyone that I’m able to become an adult! And that I’m not useless or brainless. I’ve got skills so it’s time for me to show everyone what those hands can do!”
“What do you say about showing me first …”
I bit my lower lips and I’m checking her out.
She starts to blush, and it’s one of the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
“Later … maybe …”
“For sure … Wait, if the girls are not there and you’re at work, who’s gonna watch after Tom?”
“Humm, well it’s pretty obvious that it’ll be your mission babe …”
“WHAT!!! WAIT…NO!!! I can’t, I’ll break him!”
“Eff why are you screaming?”
Shit I’ve wake him up… see I’m shit with kids…
“Shhh, Tommy boy sorry it’s nothing, it was a game between Katie and I.”
“Can I play too then?”
“No, sorry but it’s only for the girls. Why don’t you go play in your room while we’re making the breakfast?”
“Cool!”
He’s almost flying to his bedroom.
Katie is climbing on my lap and she’s now straddling me.
I gently take her ass in my hands and made her come closer.
I need to feel her against me!
She’s placing her hands under my shirt, they’re almost burning me but it feels so good!
Then she slowly lower her right hand which is now on my center.
“K. what are you doing?”
“It’s pretty obvious … be quiet or I’ll have to stop!”
She starts to rub my center and I let out a small moan.
“Sorry …”
Her body is now rocking slowly on mine, I place my hands on her tits and I start squeezing them even with her shirt on.
We can undress cause someone can come in at any time.
It’s pretty stupid but the fact that we still have our clothes on turn me on even more.
But as much as I enjoy the clothes really need to feel her so I take her right hand and I place it under my shorts.
“Someone’s needy…”
“Someone’s making me so wet …”
“Yeah I can of feel it…”
I let my tongue travel on her neck while she starts to rub my clit …
“Eff, I’m hungry!”
“Fuck … yeah … five more minutes Tom!”
“Shit, close one! I guess we’ll have to finish it tonight…”
She stands up and goes for her shower.
Half an hour later the breakfast is almost done and I keep looking at her.
She’s so gorgeous!
“Eff … Eff … Eff!”
“Sorry I was dreaming … what?”
“What are we gonna do today?”
“I’ve no idea … guess what? You choose!!!”
“Great! II wanna go to the park, I love the playground!”
“Ok … the park … I uses I can do that…”
“For sure babe, why don’t you take your camera and shoot the cutie while he’s playing?”
“Cool!”
“Why not…”
A few hours later Tom and I still are at the park, and I’ve taken almost a hundred picture of him playing and smiling.
I’ve to admit that I’m having a great time.
We’ve also played together.
I hope that his mother will be alright, because otherwise it will break him and his little heart.
I know how it feel to loose someone you care so much about … tony … my father … my mum … well of course they’re not dead but the pain in my heart is huge so I totally could imagine how he’ll feel.
Tom is running toward me, smiling. God he’s such a great kid!
He directly jumps in my arms and cuddles me.
“Eff! i’ve missed you!!!”
“Well you’ve just been in the playground for 10 minutes boy … but I’ve missed you too …”
“Come play with me in the playground then …”
“Ok Tommy Boy I guess I can’t say no to you! Stop smiling at me like that little evil …”
“WHAT THE FUCK! WHO’S CRAZY ENOUGH TO LET YOU TAKE CARE OF SUCH A SMALL BOY! YOU GONNA SCREW HIS LIFE TOO???”
I immediately recognize this voice even if I can’t see her in my back. My body starts to shake… I’m scared …
“Eff? Who is she?”
“It’s ok Tom. Go in the playground and keep playing with the other kids, I’m coming with you soon.”
“But …”
“No Tom … please!”
I put him on the floor, and he starts to walk to the playground, but he keeps looking back at me. He’s scared too I can feel it.
As soon as he’s far enough I turn myself to face her.
She’s wasted and drunk, and it seems hard for her to stay right on her foots.
But she also seems so mad at me, I can see a hint of disgust for me in her eyes.
“Never talk like that again when he’s around! He don’t deserve your hate, I do!”
“I don’t bloody care fucking bitch! You’ve ruined my whole life! What do you excepted from me? I should have get ride of you … always wonder why I’ve fucking changed my decision back then … we were happy before you came up … fucking whore … never happy … always so fucking fit and mysterious… It’s over now, you’re nothing to me anymore …”
Then she slaps me really hard and with that she’s living. I fall on the floor, unable to move … or to breathe … all I can do is cry …
Her words just have killed me… she’s right it’s over …
Suddenly I feel a little hand on my shoulder, I turn my face to see Tom standing there.
He brush the tears away from my cheek and then hug me very hard.
“Eff, why are you crying?”
I can’t talk.
“Eff, what have she said? She’s a really bad person if she’s the reason why you’re crying.”
I wanna talk to him but I just can’t.
I do my best to stand myself up.
Then he takes my hand in his, and we start walking back to Naomi’s house.
Yes … her house … it’s not my place anymore … I’ve nothing … I’m no one … I’m over … I’m dead …
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