Valentine's Day
"LOVE YOU TO DEATH"-- Type O Negative
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In her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what they’re saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get...
Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you’re saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get...
I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what I’m saying, begging
I say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get...
Ahhh... Let me love you too
Ahhh... Let me love you to death
Hey am I good enough... For you?
Hey am I good enough... For you?
Am I good enough... For you?
hello again. it's valentine's day again! for the first time in seven years i'm spending it alone, and you know what? i'm damn proud of it. i could have sworn today was going to be the day for me to hang my head and get all bent out of shape over not being able to share this day with "that special someone." you know what? fuck it. people can't be trusted, so why bother? it feels more like april fool's day than valentine's day, really. lol, nothing like a nice goth metal love song being stuck in your head on a day like this. actually, the day has been pretty cool so far. it's far from over, but it's been pleasant. at about 5 this morning i had to go pick up emily's mother at the 7-11 on the parkway in woodbridge because she called and said she had locked herself out of the house. so, gorggy and half dead i left the house and did my good deed for the day. i needed the drive anyways to clear my head of all the angsty bullshit i was dreaming about, besides i just love driving anyways, it helps me relax. anyways, i went home and passed out. woke up and went to work. and here i am. no big events, folks. sorry. this song is really cool though, and if you have it i suggest you listen to it right now! lol. last night i called my mom in fredricksburg. she's doing her taxes and she needed some figures from her form 1040 from last year. it was a little frustrating because my computer at home is really slow. and i couldn't just email it to her because my home desktop isn't connected to the net. i offered to take it apart and just bring it to fredricksburg. *sigh* so after an hour of digging through old tax files i finally found what she was looking for. god it was nerve racking, i should make her do my taxes for this year just for the principle of my having to waste time. anyways, that's tax shit, i know- it's boring. i'm supposed to go to a party this weekend for my grandmother. she's retiring from the potomac news, and the party is at sakura's on smoketown rd. i thought it was supposed to be tomorrow, but it's not! it's on sunday at 4 in the fucking afternoon. that could be a problem, because i had already made an appoinment with rusty, my producer, to record another studio session on sunday, under the impression that i'd be busy tomorrow (saturday)at the party. i could try to get ahold of him tonight and let him know, but i think he might be at his other job tonight. grrrrr. anywho, i still need to take care of my bills... i need to make my car payment and retrieve my license from the dmv (doin that tomorrow morning 'cause i won't have anywhere i need to be till at least noon). "daredevil" is supposed to be out this weekend. i really wasn't interested in seeing it till today. i saw a preview for it on tv just before i left for work today, and it looked like it might be cool, very "spidermannesque." maybe i'll squeeze some theater time into my agenda sometime this weekend. i need to take care of my imports too, i just remembered. shit. i ordered a "perfect circle" tshirt online, as well as some racing stripes for my car and a couple of knives. damn, i forgot. i guess i can take care of those when i get off of work though. just need to pick up some envelopes and stamps. it looks like it's going to snow outside, fuck. i hate snow. i don't like driving in it. it makes me paranoid, and the last thing i need is to be paranoid. cops tend to notice paranoid drivers. oh well, i just gotta be extra careful. well, i'm going to get back to *snore* work, or something- i don't know. maybe i'll go look at some handguns online, or somethng. see ya.
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In her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what they’re saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get...
Black lipstick stains her glass of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you’re saying, praying
They say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get...
I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what I’m saying, begging
I say the beast inside of me’s gonna get ya, get ya, get...
Ahhh... Let me love you too
Ahhh... Let me love you to death
Hey am I good enough... For you?
Hey am I good enough... For you?
Am I good enough... For you?
hello again. it's valentine's day again! for the first time in seven years i'm spending it alone, and you know what? i'm damn proud of it. i could have sworn today was going to be the day for me to hang my head and get all bent out of shape over not being able to share this day with "that special someone." you know what? fuck it. people can't be trusted, so why bother? it feels more like april fool's day than valentine's day, really. lol, nothing like a nice goth metal love song being stuck in your head on a day like this. actually, the day has been pretty cool so far. it's far from over, but it's been pleasant. at about 5 this morning i had to go pick up emily's mother at the 7-11 on the parkway in woodbridge because she called and said she had locked herself out of the house. so, gorggy and half dead i left the house and did my good deed for the day. i needed the drive anyways to clear my head of all the angsty bullshit i was dreaming about, besides i just love driving anyways, it helps me relax. anyways, i went home and passed out. woke up and went to work. and here i am. no big events, folks. sorry. this song is really cool though, and if you have it i suggest you listen to it right now! lol. last night i called my mom in fredricksburg. she's doing her taxes and she needed some figures from her form 1040 from last year. it was a little frustrating because my computer at home is really slow. and i couldn't just email it to her because my home desktop isn't connected to the net. i offered to take it apart and just bring it to fredricksburg. *sigh* so after an hour of digging through old tax files i finally found what she was looking for. god it was nerve racking, i should make her do my taxes for this year just for the principle of my having to waste time. anyways, that's tax shit, i know- it's boring. i'm supposed to go to a party this weekend for my grandmother. she's retiring from the potomac news, and the party is at sakura's on smoketown rd. i thought it was supposed to be tomorrow, but it's not! it's on sunday at 4 in the fucking afternoon. that could be a problem, because i had already made an appoinment with rusty, my producer, to record another studio session on sunday, under the impression that i'd be busy tomorrow (saturday)at the party. i could try to get ahold of him tonight and let him know, but i think he might be at his other job tonight. grrrrr. anywho, i still need to take care of my bills... i need to make my car payment and retrieve my license from the dmv (doin that tomorrow morning 'cause i won't have anywhere i need to be till at least noon). "daredevil" is supposed to be out this weekend. i really wasn't interested in seeing it till today. i saw a preview for it on tv just before i left for work today, and it looked like it might be cool, very "spidermannesque." maybe i'll squeeze some theater time into my agenda sometime this weekend. i need to take care of my imports too, i just remembered. shit. i ordered a "perfect circle" tshirt online, as well as some racing stripes for my car and a couple of knives. damn, i forgot. i guess i can take care of those when i get off of work though. just need to pick up some envelopes and stamps. it looks like it's going to snow outside, fuck. i hate snow. i don't like driving in it. it makes me paranoid, and the last thing i need is to be paranoid. cops tend to notice paranoid drivers. oh well, i just gotta be extra careful. well, i'm going to get back to *snore* work, or something- i don't know. maybe i'll go look at some handguns online, or somethng. see ya.