Stepping Fearless Off The Edge
"CHARITY"-- Adverse Estate
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All alone, she comes undone
Hiding from the rising sun
Wide awake all through the nite
Nothing left to do but fight
Pieces now, her broken dreams
Nothing’s ever what it seems
When the world is coming down
When there’s no one else around...
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Cry for me, Charity
Open wide; release the screams
Bleed for me, Charity
Love is never what it seems
Sitting on her window ledge
Stepping fearless off the edge
Falling like a leaf in flight
Ending beauty- Ending life
Die for me, Charity
End the heartache; hush the screams
Bleed for me, Charity
Nothing’s ever what it seems
Everything just passes by
Every tear she ever cried
Hits the wind; begins to dry
In a whistling lulla- bye
CRY FOR ME, CHARITY
OPEN WIDE; RELEASE THE SCREAMS
BLEED FOR ME, CHARITY
LOVE IS NEVER WHAT IT SEEMS
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All alone, she comes undone
Hiding from the rising sun
Wide awake all through the nite
Nothing left to do but fight
Pieces now, her broken dreams
Nothing’s ever what it seems
well, i'm in a better mood today, found a copy of my band's cd in my car on the way to work, hence the song i've got stuck in my head.... it's just so damn catchy! "CRY FOR ME, CHARITY, YEAYEAEAH.... WHOAOOOOA!!!" actually, i'm a little disappointed in myself today because i didnt wake up early enough. a few days ago i got pulled over for a dead headlight, and the cop yanked my license, something about it's been suspended for insurance reasons or something... well, i have insurance on the car, so i know that's bullshit and i was going to go to the dmv and sort this shit out this morning, but i overslept. well, i guess tomorrow's another day, but i'm just afraid to drive anywhere right now and it sucks because i havent been able to chill with any of my friends since it happened. i drive as little as i have to, in other words, to work and back and that's it. i just don't want to risk getting pulled over again because next time, it's jail time. prison and i just don't sound like they would go well together. but i have been lucky so far, knock on wood. anyways, last night i hung out with moose, my roomate, and emily, mutual friend of ours. we went to mike's diner, nothing interesting happened, we ate, we left. then we went home and i played with mooses glock, his tek-nine, and his mossberg for a little while. then we played poker for a couple hours before finally popping in a movie, "the new guy" and passing the fuck out. i don't know why, but for such an uneventful evening, i've been in an oddly good mood ever since... i think, actually i'm not sure. i don't remember my mood when i woke up, i think it was just kind of complaicent, then i got to work and chewed one of my subordinates up one side and down the other for being such a dumbass and not following my orders (always puts a smile on my face... after they leave my office, of course). and then i checked my email. my mom sent me a message, and that made me feel good. usually i call my mom every other day, but i hadn't talked to her all week. i called my sister but she didnt answer, so i'll try again later. anywho, i have to get back to work. maybe i'll stop back in later when i'm not busy and write some more. adieu for now, monsieur journal.
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All alone, she comes undone
Hiding from the rising sun
Wide awake all through the nite
Nothing left to do but fight
Pieces now, her broken dreams
Nothing’s ever what it seems
When the world is coming down
When there’s no one else around...
**********
Cry for me, Charity
Open wide; release the screams
Bleed for me, Charity
Love is never what it seems
Sitting on her window ledge
Stepping fearless off the edge
Falling like a leaf in flight
Ending beauty- Ending life
Die for me, Charity
End the heartache; hush the screams
Bleed for me, Charity
Nothing’s ever what it seems
Everything just passes by
Every tear she ever cried
Hits the wind; begins to dry
In a whistling lulla- bye
CRY FOR ME, CHARITY
OPEN WIDE; RELEASE THE SCREAMS
BLEED FOR ME, CHARITY
LOVE IS NEVER WHAT IT SEEMS
**********
**********
All alone, she comes undone
Hiding from the rising sun
Wide awake all through the nite
Nothing left to do but fight
Pieces now, her broken dreams
Nothing’s ever what it seems
well, i'm in a better mood today, found a copy of my band's cd in my car on the way to work, hence the song i've got stuck in my head.... it's just so damn catchy! "CRY FOR ME, CHARITY, YEAYEAEAH.... WHOAOOOOA!!!" actually, i'm a little disappointed in myself today because i didnt wake up early enough. a few days ago i got pulled over for a dead headlight, and the cop yanked my license, something about it's been suspended for insurance reasons or something... well, i have insurance on the car, so i know that's bullshit and i was going to go to the dmv and sort this shit out this morning, but i overslept. well, i guess tomorrow's another day, but i'm just afraid to drive anywhere right now and it sucks because i havent been able to chill with any of my friends since it happened. i drive as little as i have to, in other words, to work and back and that's it. i just don't want to risk getting pulled over again because next time, it's jail time. prison and i just don't sound like they would go well together. but i have been lucky so far, knock on wood. anyways, last night i hung out with moose, my roomate, and emily, mutual friend of ours. we went to mike's diner, nothing interesting happened, we ate, we left. then we went home and i played with mooses glock, his tek-nine, and his mossberg for a little while. then we played poker for a couple hours before finally popping in a movie, "the new guy" and passing the fuck out. i don't know why, but for such an uneventful evening, i've been in an oddly good mood ever since... i think, actually i'm not sure. i don't remember my mood when i woke up, i think it was just kind of complaicent, then i got to work and chewed one of my subordinates up one side and down the other for being such a dumbass and not following my orders (always puts a smile on my face... after they leave my office, of course). and then i checked my email. my mom sent me a message, and that made me feel good. usually i call my mom every other day, but i hadn't talked to her all week. i called my sister but she didnt answer, so i'll try again later. anywho, i have to get back to work. maybe i'll stop back in later when i'm not busy and write some more. adieu for now, monsieur journal.